Introducing
β.α soft ruin f!reader
the main character from SOFT RUIN
soft ruin f!reader who would walk into a burning building to save who she could have been before she picked up that bottle. someone loveable
soft ruin f!reader who tightens her tie, adjusts her blouse and sprays her cherry perfume (that cost her half her monthly paycheck) to hide the state of her hungover self
soft ruin f!reader who, despite pushing thirty, still acts childish when she can, to give herself what she lost in her childhood
soft ruin f!reader who adds in the smallest details of a brown-eyed genius into the lines of her novel that she will never publish
who. who?
soft ruin f!reader who devotes her work to saving and helping everyone, yet does nothing to save herself
soft ruin f!reader who smiles and laughs despite it all
who, who?
soft ruin f!reader
soft ruin f!reader who dresses in bright colours, laughs at every joke, smiles and lives a happy life. perceived as such by coworkers and friends.
soft ruin f!reader who drinks herself to almost death every night, and when she's not drunk on the burn of alcohol, it's the soft smile that graces spencer's lips.
likes/dislikes
likes:
'smoking that shit your daddy you smoked in vietnam' absolute vodka fast and furious her grandma pink soduko being smart to prove that she's not the girl her father raised (raised is said lightly cause it was half-assed) writing her thoughts down so her mind doesn't explode spencer reid fluffy socks
hates:
how she likes it how spencer catches her eye when he smells it on her breath (though she brushes it off as nothing. if he doesn't say anything, then nothing needs to be said) autistic burnout when she doesn't understand












