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These two having a friendship is all I've wanted!!

I have a draft of chapter 7 of millie knows best of Stolas and Moxxie- I knew they'd be friends!!!

Millie knows better: Questions Questions (Playdate part 1)

Millie takes his hand. “Moxxie, you're not a problem. You're the love of my life. I want nothing but for you to be okay.” Millie frowns and looks down. “I'm supposed to be stronger than this, I'm supposed to help you! But I've been so overwhelmed and so…angry!” Millie says.

“Angry?” Moxxie asks.

“Every time you regress…I can only think of how complicated everything is! And it's all because of him!” She says.

Moxxie gets a strange feeling in his stomach at the mention of his father, something inside him feels so guilty and…sad. But another feels as angry as Millie is. Why did it have to be so complicated?

He nods. “Yeah. I know, I'm angry too.” He says.

That's how he's supposed to feel anyway. Right?

“Millie…you put too much pressure on yourself and I know I don't help much with that. But I'll be better at it. We can figure this out.” He says. “And…if this is too much for you- I can figure it out myself.”

Millie sighs. “Moxxie-”

“I mean it, you didn't sign up for this. If you don't want to deal with it, you don't have to-”

“Moxxie, I do want to!” She says. “I just need some time to adjust, and we can work this out…and maybe a bit of support could help…”

“Support?” Moxxie asks.

“Stolas called me this morning. He wanted to check on me. He invited us both to meet with him and his friend for a little get together. The littles get to play and the caregivers can help each other out. I think it could be good for us.”

“Stolas called you?” Moxxie asks.

Millie nods. “Yeah he- uh figured out you were a little. He and his friend helped each other and offered to help us, too. It will be this weekend, and Blitzø will be there- so you'll at least have someone else there you trust.”

“Oh.” Moxxie grabs his arm anxiously. “Do you know anyone else who will be there?” He asks.

“Well, Stolas, Blitzø, and their friends Fizzarolli and Asmodeus.”

“I really wouldn't feel comfortable going somewhere to regress in front of people I hardly even know.” Moxxie says, crossing his arms.

“You don't have to regress. We can just test the waters.” Millie says.

“You can go if you want to, but I think it would just be too much for me.” Moxxie says.

“That makes sense.” Millie says. “But you're okay with me going?”

Moxxie tilts his head. “Of course, why wouldn't I be?”

“I don't know…we'd be talking about you. I don't want to make you uncomfortable.”

“If it helps you, I don't mind it.” He says, taking her hand. "Talk about me as much as you need to."

“Thanks, sweetie.” Millie says. “But, what will you do?”

“I'll be fine. I have a project I've been meaning to get to anyway- I got to get some notes together for that therapy session, you know?”

Millie smiles. “That's great, Mox. Do you need any help with that?”

“No, it's better that I do it alone.” Moxxie says. “Trust me.”

Millie nods. "I do."

~~~The Playdate: Millie, Stolas, Asmodeus, Fizz, and Blitzø~~~

“Blitzø, why won't you play with me?” Fizz asks. “Don't you like playing with me? I'll let you be the green horse if you want to!” He whines.

Blitzø holds his own arms close, Stolas knows he only does that a lot when he's nervous. Stolas tries to comfort him by petting his head, but Blitzø doesn't respond to it.

“Maybe Blitzø will want to play later, dear. He's a bit shy right now.” Stolas says.

“Why?” Fizz asks.

“Do you remember that Blitzø's friends Millie and Moxxie are joining us?” Asmodeus asks.

“Uhm, yeah.” Fizz says.

“Well, new people can make Blitzø anxious, you know that.” Asmodeus says.

“You don't have to talk about me like I'm not here.” Blitzø says.

Stolas was surprised by the tone. “Blitzø, what's going on with you today?”

“Nothing- just.” Blitzø sighs. “Nothing.”

The room is quiet for a moment-

“We can go to the playroom.” Fizz suggests. “And we don't tell them where we are.”

Blitzø sighs in frustration. “Fizz, I don't feel like playing right now.” Blitzø says. “How about you just play by yourself?”

“But I can do that anytime! Weekends are for us!” Fizz scoffs. “And they're not even here yet!”

As if on cue, the doorbell rings. “I'll go get that.” Asmodeus says.

To say Millie was nervous would be an understatement.

She wished Moxxie was there. She'd at least get to hold someone's hand through this.

She'd have Blitzø there at least- he's really good at making her feel more comfortable.

He's always been there for her.

“Millie, so glad you could make it!” Asmodeus says, opening the door for her.

“Oh. Yeah.” She brushes a bit of her hair back. “Thanks for having me.”

“Of course, we've all been looking forward to it.” He says, half lying. He's not sure Blitzø and Fizz are all that enthused. They didn't really get a lot of notice or time to discuss this with them.

As they walk into the living room, Fizz ducks his head and tries to hide behind the coffee table, his eyes peak out watching Millie closely.

Asmodeus takes his seat and tilts his head at Fizz. “Froggy, are you alright?” He asks.

Fizz tugged on Asmodeus's sleeve, so he leaned down close to the little one, and they could all hear him whisper: “That's the lady who hit me with a guitar”

Blitzø and Millie looked at each other, then Blitzø looked away.

Possum: Hopefully it'll be done by friday- but there is one scene I'm not a huge fan of and need to change because it's not good enough!

But I can't think of what to do!

We don’t talk about how I can’t place there gender

I like to use they/them bc it's not specified. Plus, we need more enby characters!

🖤 Kat is a Teen regressor/Babysitter. Age 13-17

❤️ They will occasionally look after Wally or Kiki but only for a little while, they're not a full-time caregiver

🖤Kat struggles with chronic pain (Fibromyalgia), so there are times they can't do much, and they just stay in bed.

❤️Verosika and Kiki are very helpful. They help them with easy excercizes, making sure they eat, and helping comfort them. They'll do anything for them to help! But there's also only so much they can do.

🖤Beelzebub helped a lot by getting Kat the medication they need, and getting them the best possible care by Belphegor.

❤️Kat loves video games! 🎮 they'll just stay in their room and play for hours! Especially when their chronic pain is acting up. It's a great distraction!

🖤They are the best older sibling! They love helping out, and they often let Wally win when they play games! (It makes wally very happy.)

❤️Kat has issues expressing themself. It's hard for them to articulate the words they mean to say. So sometimes they'll just not say anything at all, even if they're in pain or need something.

🖤Kat is a great writer. Part of their job is actually to write songs for Verosika, sometimes the best songs they write are when they're in a teen headspace.

❤️Kiki will sometimes take Kat to the arcade or the park for some quality time! They love it! And while they hate to admit it, they need special attention sometimes.

🖤They love stuffed animals! Their favorite is their build a bear Kiki and Verosika took them to make. It's got a heartbeat and smells like cotton candy! Perfect for when they're having panic attacks. The smell can help calm them down.

❤️They are also autistic so Kat likes to eat the same foods over and over again. Their main ones are frozen potstickers and chicken nuggets.

🖤Kat is a dungeon master! They're always trying to convince the others to play dnd with them.

But verosika isn't really into it,

Kiki is usually busy

And Wally keeps trying to eat the pieces.

❤️Kat was raised by their grandparents who weren't... nice to them. So they grew up trying to please them...and always failing.

It's extended to their friends, and its hard to accept that people actually like them and don't want anything from them in exchange for their love and support.

🖤Kat sometimes gets jealous of the attention Wally gets. They try not to be, but sometimes they worry Verosika and Kiki like Wally more.

❤️Kat hates to feel like a burden on their family. They need lots of reassurance that they are not, and they are always loved and needed.

I'm sorry it's taken so long! Hopefully, it'll be worth it.

Yes!

Here's some headcannons

💜Octavia has 2 caregivers.

💜Octavia regresses from 3-13. It's a pretty big age range.

💜When Via teen regresses, she mostly isolates herself. It can scare her caregivers sometimes, but they respect her boundaries and only bother her if it's important or time to eat.

💜Via is a lot like her parents, and she hates to admit it.

She can be bratty and a bit violent like Stella,

Sassy and depressed like Stolas.

Her caregivers have been trying to help her love herself more, saying they love every moment with her.

💜Via has abandonment issues, so she gets really upset when her caregivers need to work. They never leave her alone by herself, but she'll cry to the other one when one of them is gone. And she'll cry for a long time.

💜Via gets really scared and panics when her caregivers fight, and she begs them to stop and not get a divorce, even if it's just a small argument. They agreed it would be best to have their arguments privately where she can't hear them.

💜 Via is very creative when little! She loves coloring and painting. Her CGs even let her spray paint! Which is so fun and makes her very happy.

💜To help her manage her anger issues, her caregivers made her a rage room where she can manifest things in order to break them,

And a sensory safe room for when she's overwhelmed and needs a break,

And when she's depressed, they have a protocol for that as well. They always want to be sure

💜She gets so much care and attention that she often doesn't always know how to respond to it, but she appreciates that they're there for her, even in her darkest moments.

💜Octavia has very little contact with her parents at the moment, so she's learning magic on her own with the assistance of her caregivers until she's ready to learn from her father.

(I feel like I've already revealed her CG's at this point, is there even still a reason to keep them anonymous anymore?)

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Chapter 5 is my favorite so far!

Sneak peek ⬇️

Link to a writing sneak peek

Chapter 4 link