Searching for my childhood
well, I’m already 16 years old now. almost 17! and I regret everything I’ve done when I was 11… What I’ve regret the most, was throwing away all my love for Mangas and Animes… only because I’ve been bullied at school I threw everything away! My drawings, mangas and magazines.. even posters! I was only a stupid kid who wanted attention from the others and being loved, but I didn’t think that I had to be someone I don’t wanted to be… it was awful! the worst thing was to realize after 5 years you’ve completely forgotten the whole anime/manga world! after 5 years… I realized it was the biggest mistake I could have done in my life! and THAT just because I didn’t listen to my heart ;( it’s sad. too sad.
I remember when I threw everything away, my sis warned me all the time I will regret it and she was so right!!
5 years are over now and who said I can’t start all over again and being an otaku? nobody! it’s my life and my way. I can finally be, who I ever wanted to be.
