#itsaweatherlything

*hugs* it’s gonna be okay. come to AU land where it all doesn’t hurt

I’ve watched the episode about 4 times now (2 times the night it aired) and I must say the Tiva scenes leave me exasperated. They’re truly beautiful and moving and I find myself shedding a few tears each time watching it. Michael and Cote are amazing

5. Talk about the best birthday you've had

hmmmm im not sure. my 17th was nice... i went out to dinner with a bunch of friends.... and my 16th was nice because i was in america and my friend made me a really nice cake and i went out to dinner with my host mom and yeah it was cooooool. idk ive never had any overly exhilarating birthdays.

11. Talk about the best dream you've ever had

i once had a dream that i was at this party at the beach and then michael weatherly showed up and started giving me piggy back rides everywhere.... and i had a dream once that i was a part of the ncis team.. and i had a dream jusT LAST NIGHT (well this morning really when i dozed off again) i had a dream that i held hands with my gym instructor

24. talk about something someone told you that meant a lot

my host mom used to make me feel really special with everything she said to me. i cant think of anything specific but there have been times where people (on here and in the real) have made me actually feel important and as though i actually have potential which is all i could ever hope to be in this big world.  

36. Talk about your guilty pleasures

reading smut haha and watching mindless comedies... doing puzzles (im not a nerd shh theyre fun) 

there are probably tons more lol 

i’m just on an overload of feels right now. i can’t stop listening to I Only Want You. i wish i could give you a hug <3

aweee

the fact I listen enya on my phone since I have no memory and the song was there, and then appear in the episode, is one of the most special and saddest thing ever :(

I want give you a hug so bad

xD Thank you 

BEANIE <3