#itrappedfictive

i never talk to a chance who doesnt talk to me first. like, if im talking somewhere and he talks to me? then i will respond. but if hes talking somewhere, i dont talk to him, except maybe under our anonymous proxy. i dont want to hurt him with my existence, really.

after all of this, i still am precisely as selfish as i was back then, i guess.

-itrapped, forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️ (if ive already sent an answer to this game, please delete this one)

—- itrapped fictive, forsaken

love - what a disgusting thing. it has done nothing but hurt me, yet still i yearn for more. i suppose it hurt you, i hurt you far more than it hurt me. and yet you still love so hard, and i sit here, hurting you still more with my emotions.

i went to your funeral, you know. your brother had to organise it - the lady only knows your parents wouldnt, and i... well, i was never worthy enough. did you know, even as i killed you, that i have never loved until i met you? you and your brother showed me what love was, and i was a fool who thought i could find that elsewhere.

eternally regretful, and forever yours, itrapped. forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️

there are chances who interact with me - the one in our system, for example. but for chances who have not directly said theyre okay with talking to me, i tend to avoid. i would rather not dig up bad memories.

well, thats my moral dilemma of the night. and to any chance that may see this - i truly do apologise. i hope you are currently living the life you should have back then.

itrapped. forsaken fictive. #iceprince✨️