#ithink..

with all this information, how does this talk about what ahmya is?

she is both Azathoth, and Māna-Yood-Sushāī and Chaos. she is the mindless blind idiot god is slumbers at the center of everything where reality exists in her mind.

for kawahime's true name is khaos, what rests at the center of reality is the husk that exists without it's anger, and it's fear, and it's will to live. because it exists without these things, reality exists, and therefore we exists.

and ahmya's is unknown but she is Mana-Yood-Sushai, for only gods can call upon it, and know of it. she is their god. she is the god of gods, and the queen of kings, for she is the one they pray never wakes up, and the one that will remake them in the time.

and what currently rests at the center of everything is her version of azathoth, the being that lacks the will to wake.

what?

Yea, it's pretty complicated behind the green curtains my man, here's a chart.

How did this happen ?

something/someone broke khaos apart, thus creating everything, this is from my dnd lore so i will know if you steal this i MADE this, where chaos is spelled with c, because another universe in ahmya's timelines.

this is an allegory for religion on mass, and how every god was 'sundered' from the primordial soup to explain something that the humans needed to explain.

every god, every religion, every mythology is therefore:

a shard

a piece

a simplified interpretation of the primordial

no religion is false. but none are complete either.

each pantheon is humanity carving meaning out of infinity.

one culture separates war and death into different gods. another merges them. another sees both as aspects of fate.

all are attempts to map something fundamentally impossible to map, all of them sundering something away from chaos and enhancing it's slumber. this is based in my personal belief of chaos magick as a practitioner, and Omnism.

kawahime in her complete form was sundered first, all the khaos's emotions, instincts, anger, fear and will were funneled into her and sent off to experience the universe until it dies.

some time later, once kawahime lived on earth, she sundered HERSELF to make ahmya into a human who could live as a human, and experience humanity completely for the first time.

because kawahime CHOOSE to sunder herself, ahmya became also her divine principle and born out of kawahime's will to live, she became a personified version of the indomitable human spirit and will to survive.

kawahime was always going to do this, and ahmya was always going to exist.

what is Omnism? what is chaos magick?

it is the idea, and philology that all religions hold a degree of truth to them, but none can offer a complete theology because humans can not comprehend the universe at large.

you can find a little more here.

chaos magick is the belief that humans are the universe, and that we give power to gods, and therefore anything we believe in as humans and give our energy to, becomes real.

the gods are real because someone out there believes they are, and we've spent thousands of years giving our power as fundamental beings of the universe to these concepts and beings.

what do you mean by breaking the fourth wall?

flashback to the chart where azathoth is an ancestor of lovecraft, and that's how we got all the lovecraftian horror, remember that?

well ahmya's not my ancestor, but ahmya exists within an omniverse and in theory i would be considered her first priestess, making her known in truth, as Khaos, to the world for the first time.

every reality exists within her in my mind, and that includes, the real world verse. she has a real life timeline where she exists in our plane of existence in the 1990s as a regular smegular human being. she had a stock of apple, she lived well with a husband and a couple of kids.

what is an omniverse?

as taken from Marvel Comics, the Omniverse is the collection of every single universe, multiverse, megaverse, dimension (alternate or pocket), and realm. This includes not only Marvel Comics, but also DC Comics, Image, Dark Horse, Wildstorm, Archie, Harvey, Shueisha, Boom Studios, Rebellion, Dynamite, IDW, Graphic India, Derby Pop, Vertigo, Oni Press, Udon, Valiant, Kodansha, Shogakukan, and every universe ever mentioned or seen (and an infinite amount never mentioned or seen) including our own world. This includes manga, literature, movies, and all medias every created.

It is every timeline and media that I've written Ahmya in, including the real world.

Everything in my mind exists within the Husk mentioned above, including us, including all of the gods, and she is representing God, the Supreme Being, One Above All/One Below All, Source, The Universe, insert whatever other name for the supreme being across media, she is it.

EVERYTHING.

will ahmya know she's a written character?

no because in my mind, she's beyond that.

she's the fundamental force of reality that we exist in. she'll eventually understand that., but she does not yet, and she will not within any foreseeable future unless it is plotted about between me and a mutual.

because ahmya doesn't care.

she never wanted this, so it's not something she'd go around flashing. yes, she is reality, and the universe, and you exist because she exists, but she never wanted this and honestly, she'd really just like to sit and read her books, and play with her funny weapons.

she never wanted this divine fate, she wanted freedom, and she's never once been free since the very birth of reality.

what happens when the three reunite?

the destruction of the universe, and the creation of the next. aka the universe's destroyer, and the universe's creator.

ahmya will eventually consume all of everything, and she will reform the universe in a better image for she has experienced it's horrors, and it's monsters, and it's demons, it's darkness and all that brings anger and fear, and she knows now what to do.

she will not end life, but make it in another image. she will be better than those who sundered from her.

if she doesn't care, why does she remake it?

because it's the closest she ever gets to giving birth and having her one true desire, which is children.

she'll view every child on every planet in every universe as her own children and she could never end the idea of children. she will give birth to the new universe, and to the gods all over again, because this time, she will choose to.

so what is she currently?

she is in her distorter phase. she's distorting reality by existing, she's changing, she's fixing, she's remaking timelines all over media by existing and making them better.

this is why it's a known thing for ahmya's canon verses to actively change canon endings, and saving people, specifically children and those she loves, because that is her current job in reality.

ahmya subconsciously rejects destiny. she is unpredictable. writers can not account for her because she does not exist within their realm of understanding. she can never be beholden by anyone but me, written by anyone but me.

reality bends around her presence because:

children suffering is not acceptable

cruel endings are not immutable

systems built on tragedy, and lies feel fundamentally wrong to her existence.

she enters worlds/timelines/medias where:

children die

innocence is sacrificed

love is punished

suffering is treated as necessary

—and she changes outcomes because she cannot fully accept them. because she rejects authority, treachery, and tradition. she rejects destiny and fate. she rejects reality itself.

things around her shift:

doomed people survive

cycles break

timelines fork

villains hesitate

forgotten possibilities reappear

inevitabilities weaken

because she introduces the possibility that:

things did not have to happen that way.

and once that possibility exists, reality destabilizes. once something can happen, it will happen. it is inevitable with time.

what do children represent?

children symbolize:

unlabeled possibility

identities not yet fixed

futures not yet narrowed into fate

untouched innocence that does not know fear or anger, the true potential of humanity.

children are the closest thing to primordial freedom left in existence, so ahmya instinctively fights to protect them.

What is the cosmology like here? Do all mythologies exist? You aren't talking about modern religions are you?

all religions exist, all mythology exists, all exists within her. from before written history and beyond it, from Mesopotamia and Babylon to current day Christianity and all abrahamic religions. Yes, I'm absolutely talking about all modern religions as well, because just because they are still practiced to this day, does not make them any different than the religions of the Ancient Greek and the Ancient Chinese. there are still people worshiping and practicing those religions that the western world calls 'mythology', there are active religious sections that work with the greek gods still to this day.

it's all religion, it's all mythology, the gods of old were a religion the same way the gods of new are. the modern day religions are no different and i won't pretend they aren't. they aren't special because it's modern. if u take offense, then you believe your religion to be above, and true and correct over other religions, and that's a YOU problem. not a me problem.

It all exists, and it is all apart of her. All of them are some level of truth, none of them are wrong, they all explained some facet of the universe that needed to be explained for humans.

All names for god are names she once was called. They all stem from Khaos, and the primordial soup that the entire universe, multiverse, and omniverse, sit inside, you are here.

can i interact with this verse?

yes and no.

because all of everything i write exists within this verse, when you break it down.

it's just that ahmya has a 'divine' path and universe, that will lead her to her rightful place as the creator, and that's specific to me and @killerhubby's verse and timelines that exist across that universe.

main divine path is the main timeline, where mirage and ahmya are on a path of destruction and creation together, and it's his destruction that leads to the creation of the next universe. -> branching timelines of the divine path, their various lives they lived together. -> the real world timeline, where i sit in all of these, as it all flows through me. -> then into the omniverse of all of it. where everything else sits, and where i play around with how she fixes canon.

why do you call her the mother of all horrors, monsters, and eldritch beings if she's the mother of all of it?

because kawahime is the mother of all horrors, monsters, and eldritch beings. she's currently in her distortion phase, and timeline, so this is what she is currently.

she is the reason that horror genres exist, and monsters are made to explain noises in the night. she explains all of it because she is anger and she is fear.

while ahmya is the mother of creation and the will of life itself, she's not yet stepped into her role and she won't until much later down the line.

currently the thing creating reality is just a husk of her body that dreams for infinity. it seems disingenuous to call her that yet, when she's going around fixing timelines and canons.

so who is who? long story short.

kawahime is KHAOS, and will destroy this universe by uttering ahmya's true name for the first time in the history of the universe.

the husk is just a body with no soul, no life and currently houses this universe in it's sleep state, it will wake when ahmya's true name is called.