#it's soooo

listen im sure approximately 1000 ppl have already pointed this out but like. not only do these guys sleep in bunk beds together, they also switch around who sleeps in which bunk pretty regularly and seemingly don't have designated beds for themselves lol. like in the Bean Jay is clearly sleeping on the bottom but then by the Buddy, Matt is the one sleeping down there. and you know these guys are NOT regularly washing their sheets and pillow cases and stuff either. they're treating their bedding like cast iron skillets and rolling around in each other's sleep sweat and dirty blankets every night. i kinda need to be taken out back and extinguished just thinking about it if I'm being honest

so crazy that armand spent literal decades living with louis and loving louis being his companion straight up knowing that louis would never forgive him. like just sort of that is embedded there in their dynamic. all the while also knowing he's concealing the truth about how bad what he did was / taking credit for something he did not do. but it's also like. louis isn't forgiving him anyways. attaches himself to louis at the hip and tries to keep him for self destructing. erases his mind of his suicide attempt and one of their worst fights ever. perpetually just on this edge of wanting to do anything for louis and to maintain their dynamic (that louis would leave in a second if he knew the whole story). a dynamic that also at its heart is fucked on both ends and built on a lie.

dan saying "should we make fajitas tonight?" got me soo bad like despite everything, after all these years, it's still them🥹🥹🥹

phil gesticulates hard when he talks to us <333