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pls motivate me to go to school 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

Soooo School's Really Important Right They Teach You About Computers (Essential) And Uhhhhh Maths And. And. Uh. There's An English Class Right?? (Why Do They Teach English You Can Clearly Type Just Fine)

Oh You Should Go For The Chalk Apparently It's Delicious

#A Note From The Admin:#dear anon i don't know what you dread about school but it'll be ok (eventually)#if it's grades then honestly a lot of the pressure comes from the teachers themselves #your grades measure how good they are at their jobs #even if you graduate with nothing there are plenty of careers out there. it's amazing what random jobs will be thrown at you #and they don't care about your grades. they only want to know if you'll be a good worker #for example i have a friend who flunked out of an archaeology course. she now works as a QA engineer at an electronics company #if it's the other students that you're dreading then i'm so sorry #bullying is horrible and it's messed up that it happens so much #but it won't last forever #and there will be other people around you who feel just as lonely #try making friends with some of them! or join a new group you don't know very well!#meeting new people and making friends is scary and tough. as an adult it's called “networking” and everyone hates it #but when it works out it'll be so so worth it #everything's more bearable when you have someone to share it with #whatever you're going through i hope it gets easier soon <3

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Other batch of art I have yet to ad color to, and I have only tomorrow left kinda to do it all, previous arts included :))) Still keeping my Ib propaganda up even if two people recognizes the game every year at the con + yuppie psycho propaganda too because I have encountered literally no one yet that has played and loved this game but it's like ??? it's such a good horror rpg ??? hgrdjhesfhhgjfksd (and the next game from YuppieP devs are working on a horror rpg around cults ?? I'm so ready)

And everything else has it's reputation already, cookies, more popular horror rpgs that I love as well (even if yume nikki is more ?? experimental than horror tbh) And Caldarus from fields of mistria :)) soon dateable dragon

#Mindless ramblings #but hey it's always last minute that I work best so it'll be alright #I can still finish coloring at the con if I bring one of those brushes with a water reservoir(?)#Ok yapping here about Yuppie Psycho #So it's this lower class guy that gets a job at a super acclaimed company but it turns out it's rotten from the inside-#-and basically everyone in the company building is mad. And you eventually find out you have been hired as a witch hunter-#because it is believed the state of the company is due to a curse caused by one. Plus you have to keep your job a secret-#-So your guy has to investigate and he can communicate with the company's mascot through his computer #-also to save your progress in the game you have to print out your face on “witch paper” at printers scattered in the building #there are several boss battles and my favorite is the Dot Matrix which is a giant printer walking on giant hands #And your main guy is just a confused normal guy that has to witness many horrors involuntarily #I won't yap about Ib because it'll take longer but know that it has a special place in my heart forever and I love it to bits

Nobody celebrate too soon I need to get actual advice from someone who knows what they're talking about before I can say this. But I think I've found a way that it works out even if we don't get the higher rate.

#ghc tag #The way the maths works right now is that ... okay I have some explaining to do.#For Universal Credit some money is deducted from the rate. Every £250 (or part of £250) over £6000 in savings results in a deduction of #£4.35. The amount of savings we have works out so that the deduction is £121.80.#Based on some earlier figures the resultant rate - if we get into the Limited Capacity for Work-Related Activity group - is not enough to #live off of.#So we thought we either need to wait until we're 25 (5 years from now!!! That's so long! How am I meant to survive 5 more years here I'm so #tired of living here and it's SO LONG) or get onto the higher rate.#LCWRA has two rates. The higher one has some specific criteria that you need to meet.#Since it's the DWP I don't trust them to give us the higher rate.#I thought that we needed to give ourselves the best chance possible and brace for failure. Or. Waiting until 25.#But. BUT!!! But !!!!!!!#If we get the lower rate we don't have enough income for our projected expenses. Right?#So. It'll come from our savings.#And as our savings decrease. So too will the amount of deductions! Because it's tied to the savings!#So THEORETICALLY and this is why I need to check with someone who knows what they're talking about first #THEORETICALLY IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT RATE THEY GIVE US.#As long as we get into the LCWRA group we're good! We can just move out and let our expenses balance out our savings for us!#And it shouldn't take too long. We can't really afford to move somewhere furnished so getting furniture will be a huge expense.#It might. Be. Guaranteed to be okay.#I don't really see a world where we don't eventually get into the LCWRA group. We can get good supporting letters from our dad and our GP.#Even if they don't we can dispute it. And afterwards they probably will. Or it'll go to tribunal.#That's scary. But. It's ...#I just. I think. There's been so much I've been trying to think about. So much stuff to give ourselves the best chances of getting the #higher rate.#But maybe it doesn't matter what rate we get.#I've been so scared. I'm really excited at the possibility that it could work out.#Not to say that this isn't still an endeavour in and of itself. We still need to get into the LCWRA group. But this is a much broader thing #to aim for. There are more ways we can succeed which means better chances of success.

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#monotoneart #dragon #headworld: whimsy little things #oc: montegracyn #if u don't know her: this is my miserable anxious momfailure who makes bad decisions all the time #but like. she's trying. or will try. eventually.#she's one of my favorite ocs #i don't really talk about my guys but i rotate them in my head every single day #anyway. thinking about giving my dragon characters clothing #just have to... figure out how exactly that would work #im not good at designing outfits so it'll be uh. fun.

mildly losing my entire mind because I am exhausted and my brain is not fucking functioning properly lately but I still need to like be locked in and help my friends with things and iiiiit's. Ahaha! Surely nothing bad will happen if I continue to push myself beyond my limits. Nothing bad will happen. Everything is fine and I am the strongest person to ever live and I don't even have PTSD actually.

#truly just venting in these tags whatever im TIRED.#helped my friend pack all day today #had only one mild 30 minute dissociative episode that I thankfully managed to pull myself out of #tried to weasel my way out of actually helping with the move tomorrow #did not work #had to coordinate communication about when the move is actually happening tomorrow #it is kindof a disaster plan but im trying not to worry about it #bravely mentioned in the group chat that I would probably not be much help brain wise tomorrow but I would be around to lift things #got a reply from the other friend thats helping that she will also not be of brain help tomorrow #and i know the friend that is actually moving is not going to be of brain help because she is very frightened about the whole thing #so i will most likely need to lock in and coordinate the whole thing anyways #because who needs to give me a breaakk what thatd be crazy #im fine !#i love helping #not like my life is at all difficult or anything #or like i keep talking about how im exhausted and want to die and cant think straight or remember things or do anything #anyways #I am like. a little bit worried I will have some sort of horrible and potentially violent flashback tomorrow #because holy SHIT my ptsd has actually been crazy lately and I cannot think straight #and i need to be up in 7 hours ugh #I cannot sleep lately #fml #I love my friends for the record #I'm just tired #and im mostly just #i hate having symptoms in front of my friends #a) because its embarrassing #b) because it usually just involves me sitting there spacing out for 30-60 minutes desperately trying to remember where i am #while my friends just kindof sit around waiting for it to be over because they know it'll pass eventually #and i am too much of a coward to explain how genuinely awful these episodes are

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big sigh. opening up the streamer au word doc again.

#streamer au is an au me and stars came up with #'au' lol its not really an au just postcanon #like technically it probably takes place in the same continuity as no dogs allowed #its basically just the kids are in their 20s and noelle is a streamer <3 #so the format of the fic would be media in that its twitch chat + discord messages + probably twitter posts?#technically i think noelle has a tumblr not a twitter but i already have the code for twitter #i'd have to make something for tumblr LOL but idk maybe i will i think it fits better <3 #the problem w streamer au is its like entirely a bit based story which doesnt work #i have KIND OF a throughline in that i think somehow despite everything its a dess & asriel story #like them somehow reconnecting over this #(bc the bit is that the channel is noelle's but she just has her entire polycule in there #probably kris most often bc theyre also a gamer but susie + ralsei are common sights too #and then dess is actively trying to gaslight the entire fanbase so nobody mentions her #it'll be shit like kris playing a game w dess #and being like yeah idk what you guys are talking about im playing this alone :/ bc dess finds this funny as shit #shes like im already a halloween monster i GOTTA lean into it #but asriel is the only person (other than the girls + kris obvi) who knows whats going on and somehow they reconnect over it)#but yeah idkkkkkkk like i dont have enough to Make It #and it would like i said be told entirely via social media.#which i LOVE but can make figuring out how to structure this. hard #so every so often i open the doc and add a few notes and close it again #but idk this idea is really fun to me. i want it to exist <3 theres so much fun lore....#like kris never actually appears in person on the streams they have like a pngtuber of a coyote #ralsei + susie probably act as mods though we also think its funny if eventually noelle 'promotes' berdly #aka she says susie ralsei just let berdly do all the work he wants it anyways <3 #and like i said. dess's whole bit is that nobody will acknowledge her as its like actively on stream #bc it finds this so fucking funny. its going to haunt noelles stream LET HER HAVE THIS--#nobody else entirely gets it but mostly they're supportive.#theres probably more but like i said. its ALL bits.#chatter

Who wants to come to my birthday party. Everyone is invited. I'm on my period and angry about everything so I'm planning my own birthday so I'm not disappointed. I'm sure I'll be disappointed anyway but at least this way it's my fault.

Whoops hit the tag limit having a breakdown in there. Anyway. Hmu if you want to come to my birthday party.

#I'm in a weird headspace don't mind me #my birthday is coming up and I've just been reminiscing on past birthdays because they don't usually go well #last year my gf forgot about it until she checked Snapchat and sent me a happy birthday message #she got me nothing. her mom got me something tho. now she's my ex but I miss her parents way more than I miss her #and my parents decided to make the day about how I'm too old to be living with them and need to be on my way out. they bought me dinner tho #6/10 #before that I had no money and a terrible ear infection and just found out my best friend was sleeping with my ex and hadn't told me #all I wanted was to have a lazy day and door dash Qdoba #I dogsat to get the money to pay for my Qdoba. the dog was a menace. the ear infection made it impossible to enjoy anything #but eventually I ate some mid Qdoba #5/10 #on my 18th birthday I bought spray paint specifically to be carded. they did not card me #I had to work that night so my parents offered to bring me to lunch. my mom picked a fight with my brother and we didn't go to lunch #my dad bought me McDonald's on the way to work tho. and my coworkers were nice. 7/10 #if you know me irl no you don't. I just need to have some feelings in my Tumblr post. ignore #I planned a nice day for my girlfriend's birthday and gave her a hand knit scarf and a card and brought her to dinner #altogether it was a nice night. I know my gf wants to bring me to a restaurant. I love her but I can't handle disappointment tbh #so I'm just inviting people to the restaurant. I'll get to see some friends. so it won't be just her and I #she has money troubles so I know I'll be paying for my birthday dinner and hers but whatevs #instead of just her and I and I pay at least it'll be some other company #more boisterous. that is. if I can get anyone else to come. Ive invited a few others already. one can't come #idk man I feel insane. it's gonna be a good birthday. whatever. I'll invite some friends and pay for my gf and I and probs not get any gifts #and maybe no one will come which is fine. I'm fine with that. and my parents will text me happy birthday but I don't want that #I wish my parents just hated me that would make it easier. but whatever they can pretend they're good parents by texting me #but I'll go to dinner with maybe some friends or maybe just my gf which is fine either way #and probably go home alone and pick up like. ice cream. ice cream will be nice. I'll go to dairy Queen #and celebrate my birthday. I'll make it nice. right. it'll be nice. I'll make it nice. maybe I'm too old to give a shit about birthdays #or maybe it's healing my inner child or maybe everything is bullshit and I should just let myself be disappointed #because disappointment is a part of life. maybe I opened myself up to disappointment by inviting people #is it sad to plan my own birthday. is it controlling. or is it expected. I wish someone cared enough to do it for me

#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

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