#istandamazed

“Loving you is not an easy task but it show the real beauty behind the mask”

Why does love so hard to understand but easy to do? Why does love is always wrong when you have a right time to keep it? Why love keeps forward to its journey when you dont know where to go? 

Isn’t good enough to love beyond your limits? How does your pride works for the wrong person? Are you happy with yourself? Aren’t you? 

“When in doubt, walk out!” 

Life isn’t about something that you had. Isn’t about how you deal with it. Isn’t about something you wish for; but something what you preserved and what you deserved. You should work for it. YOU MUST WORK FOR IT. 

like love, 

If you are looking for someone who can be with you forever, Wait for it, Work for it. Because everything is worth to wait. Patience is a virtue. Its either long lasting or infinity. 

i was doing my devotional and writing in my prayer journal and this song popped up.. 

"O how marvelous! O how wonderful! And my song shall ever be: O how marvelous! O how wonderful! Is my Savior's love for me!"

god's timing is so perfect. i didn't even think i needed this lesson i am about to explain, but apparently i did! god never ceases to amaze me.

it's all about that guy i liked. nothing was happening and i was upset and distraught. so i started praying about it a little... recently, my friend and i have been talking about guys and she said her friend has been praying to god and said if it's gods will that her and her crush will date, and if not, the girl will lose feelings for him. so i started praying about that, and that was only the first step.

last night, my friend posted Proverbs 31:30- 

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

 which put everything into a new light. i texted her and thanked her and she knew god had laid it on her heart for a reason. then, i was doing my devotion about dating and the verse was Proverbs 37:3-4-

Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.

i sent her that and said it was just another confirmation.. i realized that i needed to strengthen my relationship with christ before i tried to even think about dating this other guy. we started talking about it and i told her i had prayed and this peace overcame me and she said it was the peace that passes all understanding. 

well, tonight, i was talking to my other friend and writing in my prayer journal and it all just hit me. i realized how blessed i was. i wrote in my prayer journal- similar to this blog, i am focusing on one thing a day, while continuing to pray for my other requests, then did my devotionals, and i was listening to music. songs like 'blessed assurance' came on and i grew more and more at peace. then, 'i stand amazed' came on. i was truly amazed.. i couldn't believe it.

to make it even better, i had two verses i wanted to post, and i decided on one and someone commented on it saying that they really needed to see that scripture. its crazy to know how willingness leads to blessings. 

i have learned so much in these past few days. i have never been so on fire for christ. i got so excited throughout the day thinking about doing my devotional and blog all because i knew that god will bless me and grant my prayers if i grew closer to him. 

sorry, this all hit me at once! i don't even know what is going on right now :)

my prayer request is this: that i will continue to be on fire for god like this. that i will not have to wait 7 months to learn a lesson. 7 months of ignorance and not taking it to the lord in prayer. who knows, god may have a plan for me and this guy, but maybe not. i am at peace with that situation. i wanted that to be my main prayer  request, but i needed to include this other request. 

wow, I STAND AMAZED!

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