#isolationthoughts

is a daily surprise

i love our walks

i love our talks

i love how you laugh, and slap my shoulder

i don’t feel like i’m getting older

yet time flies when i’m with you

but it goes in slow motion too

i notice every fine detail

from the liquid splashing in your eyes as you blink

to your chipped nails

and the way that you think 

i don’t know what to do about this

we cant get closer, and i need condolences

i’m cursed to the hearse

yet, its impeccable the way im treat.

relationships are my hex, 

it never works, we have to stay friends, but i always get tempted to send a risky text

but in this situation, being with another girl is something i’d regret

i’m not trying to get into her pants

but her sticking around is something i’d like to leave to chance. 

your mental health is on a slow decline

if it will help, you can have this heart of mine

i know life feels like you’re in a movie, 

but if i can help, you should choose me

because i’ll never stop listening

ill never stop looking at your skin as its glistening 

i feel re-born around you, like a christening

a new man

so, relax that head,