#isolatiionisms

                   “ i’m defending you because i care about you though!! that’s what you are supposed to do when you care about someone, you defend them!! “

         the throbbing of a fresh headache began to pound inside her skull, causing her hands to grip into her head, pulling at the roots of her hair as a frustrated growl released from her. she couldn’t begin to explain how irritated she was with everything right now —- she felt beyond overwhelmed with all these millions of different things that kept coming her way. her life may be small and insignificant, but she had so much stress in it too. and here she was —- doing what she thought was a GOOD THING, protecting someone she thought of as a big sister and yet nikita yelled at her for it. her life was like a string of wanting to do something right and she couldn’t even do that. it hurt, if anything.

                       “ why can’t you just let me defend you?? “

                      “ because i am a monster !! “

     finally fed up, the words burst out of her. RAGE has never been a trait she admires in herself, and as it grips her now, some distant part of her acknowledges how angry she will be with herself later. she can’t let this go on. cassandra cares about her, and that simply cannot be allowed.

                      “ i am surprised that i have even managed to keep it from a hunter so long !! your kind has hunted me for a millennium. the half demon from the dawn of time, i thought you came to me to hunt me. i thought you came to destroy me with the futility of all those who have proceeded you !! “ she’s shouting now, anger rolling out of her in waves to break upon the redhead.

               ❛ they should’ve broken y’er goddamn jaw instead. ❜

“Whatever you think I did, consider this---