#isobe-kosuke

1. last beverage?: Ginger ale 2. last phone call: my mom called from Ghana 3. last text message:  from abitcombustible - she was letting me know she gave me the wrong date for her acapella EOT 4. last song you listened to: How Long by Matchbox 20 - I've been listening to it all day on loop since it came on my phone (thinking about AiDyn and MatLuca) 5. last time you cried: uh... last Friday while reading Koe no Katachi. The last time I seriously cried was something like 2 weeks ago - I'm not gonna dig through my feeling funky tag to find it

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice: no - i've only been in a romantic relationship once in my whole life 7. been cheated on: no  8. kissed someone & regretted it: i've also never been kissed 9. lost someone special: the first death that affected me directly and deeply was my friend's suicide 10. been depressed:  uhh i guess so? check my feeling funky tag 11. been drunk and threw up: i have never been drunk period - not even tipsy - i felt like i was gonna throw up once though!! but I didn't

LIST YOUR THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: Pink, Red and Yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: I'd like to think so 16. Fallen out of love: I have not been in love um maybe ever 17. Laughed until you cried: no 18. Met someone who changed you: I don't think so 19. Found out who your true friends are: not in the last year no 20. Found out someone was talking about you: no 21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list: still never been kissed 

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: All but 3 technically so 214 24. Do you have any pets?: no but Ruckus feels like my pet tbh 25. Do you want to change your name: I could never be called anything else, even though I'd like a name that I could actually pronounce 26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing - my dad bought me chinese food from a place that's kind of far away 27. What time did you wake up today: 9:30 AM because I'm an idiot 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: I think I was trying to power through Little Red but I can't remember now 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: uh there's nothing really at the moment - I guess the end of my work term b/c that means I won't be stuck way out by myself anymore but the end of my work term means 2ish more weeks to get Love Me Dead done and well... 30. Last time you saw your mother: September 20th, 2014 - before she left for her vacation to Ghana 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: I wish I wasn't so reliant on others for my own happiness, it'd save me a lot of trouble 32. What are you listening to right now?: Nothing but if I pressed play, I'd be listening to Nicotine by Panic! at the Disco (AiDyn song) 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: I think one of my teaches may have had that first name? Or one of my brother's friends 34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: uh at the moment nothing - the last thing that irk was the Free! fandom 35. Most visited webpage: Tumblr, I'm pretty sure 37. Nickname: Pinkie, PC or Catsy  38. Relationship Status: single but it'd be really nice if that could change sometime soon   39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio 40. Pronouns: She/Her/hers 41. Elementary: Uh, most of my friends in first grade got moved over to another school, in third grade I felt like my friends didn't need me so left the group myself and my two closest friends in fourth and fifth grade tended to stick together when we had to pair off and I lost touch with most of my friends from fifth grade almost instantly upon entering middle school, save for those 2 close friends - the pairing off thing continued throughout middle school and me being a spineless gnat got me in the most trouble I've ever been in by following the lead of one of those 2 girls who lied about a lot of things 42. High School: first half of grade nine was absolutely miserably b/c those 2 close friends of mine went to the same school - which was not the one I was at but then I accumulated the friends I have now and have had some of the greatest memories of my life so far? 43. College: university is not a good experience overall - first year was mostly fun, I guess, but my failure to make any new friends and find a place to fit in and the start of my serious moments of funk - I am still in university and it's not looking well in terms of non-academic stuff - I've come to the conclusion that I will never really feel like I fit in anywhere and I will probably spend most of my life alone and sad because I'm alone oh well 44. Hair color: dark brown - it can look red in the sunlight, like an earthy red?? 45. Long or short: my natural hair is short technically, it can make a massive fro if I comb it out but doesn't reach past my shoulders otherwise - the weave I have in goes a little down my back 46. Height: last I checked 5'4" 47. Do you have a crush on someone: i am hopefully over the one I developed on one of my friends in first year but I haven't seen him in 4ever so who fucking knows 48. What do you like about yourself?: um... I like my imagination, my ability to write and my empathetic nature? I try really hard to be a solid friend that people are comfortable talking to, hopefully that's working out for me 49. RANDOM FACT: I still have baby tooth. I am turning 20 one week after halloween. 50. Tattoos: None 51. Righty or lefty: Right-handed 52. First Surgery: I've never had one but I did get stitches on my forehead when I was in kindergarten after following onto the edge of heating vent 53. First piercing: ears, I was a baby  54. First best friend: my childhood friend Stephanie, our parents are friends and we used to live in the same apartment - she lived on the 7th floor I think - we've grown apart now 55. First sport you joined: I did all the intramurals in middle school?? I think the first one was soccer or floor hockey every year I don't remember? 56. First Vacation: probably when I went to Ghana when I was 2, I contracted malaria and had to be admitted to Sick Kids Hospital

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nothing - I have noodles in the fridge that are probably getting ripe 60. Drinking: I was drinking a can of Ginger Ale (Canada Dry) but I finished it 61. I’m about to: finish watching episode 4 of Ao Haru Ride 62. Listening to?: nothing but if I hit played I'd be listening to Nicotine by Panic! at the Disco 63. Waiting for: the blood moon??? I guess?? 64: Want kids?: I think so? I have to physically stop myself from making every OC into parents so 65. Want to Get Married?: I guess but I actually have no particular desire at all for it? But I don't not want to get married either 66. Career?: hopefully a software or game developer who writes on the side

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: idk 68. Hugs or kisses: I cannot make a fair comparison as I have still never been kissed 69. Shorter or taller: no preference 70. Older or Younger: idk??  71. Romantic or spontaneous: idk man 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: idk??? stomach??? 73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive mostly because not loud 74. Hook-up or relationship: idk man, probably relationship but I'm reaching this point where I wouldn't turn down a hookup but again, never really experienced either so 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: idk they both have their flaws trust

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: still have not been kissed 77. Drank hard liquor: i've had vodka? i don't know if that counts 78. Lost glasses/contacts: i lost my glasses off my own goddamn face once and never fucking found them 79. Sex on first date: i am a virgin but i'm not sure I'm against this whoops 80. Broken someone’s heart: I don't think so?? only one person has ever expressed anything akin to romantic interest in me and he broke up with me 3 months later??? 81. Had your own heart broken: I don't think so? I pretended to be more okay with a break-up than I actually was but say I had my heart broken would be overdramatic 82. Been arrested: nope 83. Turned someone down: the 5 random guys who hit on me 84. Cried when someone died: yes 85. Fallen for a friend: I think fallen would be a bit overdramatic

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