#ishootmyself

Here I am and there is my body dancing on glass In accident time where there are no accidents You have no choice the choice comes after

Οne day, at the end of the future, Ι will wake up in a certain smell. I will stretch out my left hand and touch your left rib, there will be a sound that includes some Greek letters and I will get up to pee. And when I come back, my face will have a certain expression. Only one. The opposite of fear. And Ι 'll sit and write a poem while smoking making sure the lighter doesn't make any noise because your sleep has always been and will always be so sacred to me. And when I have written the poem I will again think -oh this is the greatest stupidity in the Balkans, and I will come back to be, half-quiet , half-disappointed. I will reach out my left hand and touch your elbow I will stretch my right leg and touch a cloth. Your trousers on our bed. (You left your trousers on our bed ) and my little toe will tangle in your belt. and in the morning when we wake up I'll make a pouty face and point my little toe at you and say " ooooh you forgot your trousers in our bed, look how badly I hurt" and we'll laugh at my excess and all the greenery of our love will be a pair of jeans in our bed, and an infinitesimal mark on my little toe, and that's how life will begin every day. with whatever we forgot in bed the night before. This, and this alone will define the quiet greenery of our love. ( and when I wrote this I went to bed fully disappointed because I knew I had written the greatest stupidity in the Balkans)

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