#isbah

I thought you were in love but you left me hanging.

You knocked, I opened, you stayed some and left

I thought you were mine but then you vanished.

I thought I made you whole but you left not wanting.

It hurts, then some more and now the feeling is numbing

I thought I was wanted but you left me breaking.

I still think and love and wish some more,

But now in my thoughts you are no more,

I’ll still love the memory and honor it with my soul

For heart once taken is always bespoke.

But now when you’ll reach you’ll find me no more

I waited a while for your love to be woke.

A heart once broken is a barren soul.

I loved you with a might I have no more.

Would you realize the sin you’ve done?

Would you realize the damage can’t be undone?

With a heavy heart and a knot in my throat

I’ll narrate the ending I do not like.

I thought you were my home, but you left me stranded.

I thought you were in love but you left me hanging.

hiiiiiii, 

 1. First impression: you know that like tiktok song thing thats like "oh no.. oh no. oh no no no no no no" with the dramatic like music or whatever? me when i finally realized what was happening to my dash when you were putting hockey everywhere bc i just remember reading tags about the homeroticism of it all and the intricate rituals and i was like....oh fuck. no. pls. pls no. god. no.........ah yes, the good days when i was oblivious to all things hockey before you happened. lmao 

2. Truth is: you are everything to me. like the way you are literally one of my best friends. and we used to just talk about hockey, but now we talk about anything. and i can say shit like "i'm having a mental breakdown in a car wash rn sorry" and you just like are my friend, like caring about me and shit. that's really nice, and i just love you so much. literally no matter what. so that's the truth, that's the tea, my love for you is unconditional. 

3. How old do you look: dude, like i know. you look sexy af that's what you look like lmao idk age, age is but a number. 

 4. Have you ever made me laugh: lmao literally all the time. anytime you get on a rant about a hockey boy that you'd die for and im just like "he's a guy" it's funny to me cus i'm like "lol she's really going hard for this guy" but like hey no judgement cus kyle dubas is right there doing...that... to me so like i have ground to stand on lmao. 

 5. Have you ever made me mad: only like.....once every three days, but like you said, we're screaming at each other like we're gonna commit high crimes and then three minutes later we're talking about how much we love jeff skinner or some shit :( 

 6. Best feature: everything. all of it. i love it all. don't change.

HELLO DARLING!!

1. first impression: omg the first time we talked was about sidclaude fic ideas and it was very formal and i was like "shit she hates me.” 2. truth is: LMAO literally the opposite also the amount of stupid messages we’ve sent each other.... literally a full 180 from our first interaction 3. how old do you look: must we look like our “”age??”” can’t we just all be extremely sexy?? 4. have you ever made me laugh: oh babe you have no idea how much  5. have you ever made me mad: nope! 6. best feature: your enthusiasm and the way you love so fully n openly!! you’ve gotten me into several players because you get so much joy out of loving them that i just have to love them too!! 7. have i ever had a crush on you: nope!! 8. you’re my: fellow music connoisseur! fluff to my angst!! keeper of hockey secrets and dylanconnor aficionado! friend!

then isbahs hatred for ray of sunshine your fave blue eyes frat boy kevin hayes:

and now we are discussing ✨ connor mcdavid trades ✨:

and also just making up future prospect names bc why not: