#isanami

Ordis made new friends! (Almost all the plushies were personalized gifts).

i want to bark at these women (awooga)

(6.23.20)

I honestly think this fandom is dead to non existing but maybe there is someone out there who is into Brave 10. I just had the urge and need to write something You were with him from childhood to his teens. From the start of his “journey” to the end were he is now. You were with him when you made friends, laughed, cried and lost friends who were dear to you both. You overcame everything because of him. Because he was always there. To an extend. At one point, it all turned around. At one point, you weren’t as important to him anymore, then you were before. You were replaced. easily. Fast. It still hurts to think about it. It hurts to see them both. Saizou and you never really ended. But it seems, you never ever really begun. So it seems from your point of view. Seeing how he just replaced you. He didn’t talked to you, nothing. He just suddenly.....prioritized Isanami at one point and didn’t looked back at you. You sympathize with the girl. You really do. She had a hard past and a hard present. She had to overcome so many bad things as someone who lived such a sheltered life. She was kept away from the harshness of life but then everything crashed onto her at once. You can’t come to hate her, but there wasn’t a friendship between you either anymore. There never really was because all she ever really did, was hanging onto Saizou. At first, it was awkward for him. Prying her away from himself and then going over to you. Then it stopped and he just let her but ignored her. At least, he begun to like it. Like a soft-spot, only reserved for her. He forgot about you while you stood next to him all the time. While they fell in love, right before your eyes. It was when Saizou questioned you why you got so cold to him and Isanami. Why you and him fight so often. Why you were at Anas and even Hanzos side, but not his anymore. “What do you mean with ‘not on yours anymore’? Did you forget that it was you, who left me behind?” The Kirigakure Ninja looked at you questioning. Not understanding the meaning of your words. A dry laugh escaped your throat. “Right. I forgot. Your fixated on Isanami now. You don’t really pay attention to anything else anymore. But I am surprised you even noticed that I am no longer always at your side. What? Does it feel weird? Empty?” Saizou wanted to say something. Opening his mouth but you didn’t let him come to word. “It can’t be right? I mean, you have her now. Always at your side like you are Twins glued to each other. Did I ever said something about it? No. SO why is it bothering you so much that I am friendly with Hanzo?” “You know what I think of him. Even now. You should be careful.“ “Why?” “You know what he did to Isanami so-” “So what? Since then happened a lot and a lot of time has passed. Since then he helped us all. So why are you wary of him now? You didn’t say anything at the beginning?” Your voice was steady, it surprised yourself how calm your voice was. You wanted to scream at him. Strike at him. Hanzo who was a few feet away from you observed your talk. He was a Ninja so it was not hard to hear what you talk about. His usually giddy attitude wasn’t there right now. Too focused and worried about you. Since he joined you, he and you started a friendship. A bond he begun to cherish like he cherish you. He confined in you and you in him, so he knows what you’re feeling and how hard it was not punch the lights out of Saizou. Believe me, as skilled as Saizou is, you’re far from lacking. “I...Because.....I am just worried about you!” “No you’re not worried about me. Since we found Isanami you never were! You never gave me a bit of attention since then! Do you even remember what you always told me? The sweet words you whispered to me? The little smiles? Do you even remember any of the moments we had or of our feelings for each other? Because for me it doesn’t seem that way!” Your voice rose with every word you told him. Rising octaves higher and louder. Hands curled into fist so hard, your fingernails digged wounds into your skin. Saizou looked like you had slapped him across the face. Gaping at you like a fish, it was almost amusing if it weren’t so serious. “You clearly...don’t remember or it was never serious for you but now, now that I begun to cherish someone else, now you can pay attention? Now you want MY Attention suddenly? What when Isanami hears that, huh? She will cry oh so bitterly: Shaking up the world again and everyone will run to her immediately like she is the Sun everyone moves around. Do you know, how hard is was to see you two fall in love right before my eyes? How it hurt? But I kept quiet because I want you to be happy but now that I try to move on, you try to destroy it. Why, Saizou? Tell me why?!” It was hard to hold back the tears. It weren’t tears of sadness anymore, it were tears out of frustration. You try to move on. You try to cherish Hanzo, like he s´cherish you: But this is making it so hard again. “Listen...I never wanted to hurt you. I never know you felt that way. You know how important you are to me an-” “Oh? Do I? Didn’t felt that way.” “Please listen-” “Saizou!” When you speak of the devil. Isanami pounced onto Saizou. Totally obvious to the air surrounding you both. Looking with big, bright eyes at Saizou. Talking and rambling on and on about something you didn’t bother listen to. The Ninja was overwhelmed for a second. His eyes switching from Isanami to you. You just stood there, looking at him as if to say “That is what I talk about”. It seems like it Saizou realized what you talk about but it was too late. Hanzo was already at your side, wrapping his arm gently around your waist. Nuzzling his nose into your cheek before giving Saizou a warning look. Leading you away. At this moment, Saiztou realized what he did. What he lost. Everything you felt, crushed him at that moment. Isanami forgotten. He just felt guilt and sorrow creeping into his heart. He wanted to follow you and tell you how sorry he was. He wanted to make it up to you but you moved on. Like he moved on once.

commissions / print shop

Sasuke promised her at one point that they would get married after the warring states have calmed down some. Neither of them knew things were going to turn out the way they did, of course, but even after what happened, Sasuke is still waiting for her. Sure, he knows it’s silly and that she won’t be out for another millennium, but he carries the hope in his heart, having complete trust that one day, maybe when he’s reborn, he will meet her again and fulfill his promise to her.