#is bold

You take everything that’s thrown at you without a word otherwise and just accept it. What kind of life is that?

an easy one? You lived it once too you know, you were me....

I was and I grew up. You’re still learning that you can’t trust people.

why wouldn’t I trust people? The people in the church are usually nice to me....

Until your use runs out and you stop being fun.

then I’ll just have to find a new way to make them happy I guess. You’re so negative.... They’re nice people...

They really aren’t. They’d kill you given you step out of line if they weren’t craving something else from you.

something else...?

I don’t remember what it is, and you won’t either, but they want something else from you.

what else would they want? They’re just my friends. They’re sweet and cuddly with me.

You can’t remember anything after that though, can you.

n-no.... I can’t but that’s because I fall asleep...?

You know you aren’t falling asleep.

........

Face it, “Elmrule”; you’re being used for something and you don’t even know what it is. Do you even go by that still at this point?

well.... Yes.... Izaak has started calling me Squish after..... That....