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16th of September 2023

I’ve been off here for about a year now, and it’s because I failed classes and I was ashamed

I thought ‘how can I have a study tumblr when I failed all my units’

But the reality is, my mental health was so bad this time last year, I reached a point after 3 years of depression where I shut down completely and I didn’t even submit my final assignments.

Since then, I was able to do uni part time 2nd semester last year and it was honestly my saving grace, I have been able to visit my family finally after covid, I got a new job as an occupational therapy assistant - which I love, and most of all I was able to find the stability to get better.

I am the happiest I have ever been, but now we’re nearing the end of semester and I feel the fear of failing creeping in. I’m trying to not let it stop me, and trying to keep seeing the glimmers of hope and happiness through the stress of uni.

Trying to get ahead ||| 14/07/2022 |||

Next week I don’t only just start my dual masters program, I also start a brand new role working as a Support Facilitator with people are at risk of suicide or after suicide attempts.

17/9/2020 | 4/100 Days of Productivity