#invidiated

Oh, Invidia. My darling Invidia.

I have been so busy these last couple of weeks. I never really got the chance to do a reaction post to the updates. And honestly, I have six open tabs on my iPad and each is a chapter update for Invidia that has been read but not reacted to. And that doesn't include the final chapter!

But now it's over. And my beloved author anon has a name. A WIP no more. And I couldn't be happier.

As glorious as a gigantic, in-depth 7 chapter reaction post might be, I am going to instead condense it all into a massive flail fest. Because this fic was amazing and adorable and perfect. And I love it. While I am a little sad it's over, I am just so happy as well.

So, enough of my ramblings, I will now allow my gifs to do the talking. Beginning with chapter 40...

Me when Kurt finally kisses Blaine...

Me when Kurt runs away...

In which Nancy and I are the same...

But at last Kurt sees the light and goes after Blaine

Dating. Kissing.

Burt Hummel is just so much better than all of us. I can never say that enough.

Boyfriends. BOYYYYFRAAAAAANDSSSSSSS

And the show, the show! Kurt's the star!

Cooper comes to see. And he knows. But it's okay.

Puck! And Nancy! Puck and Nancy? I ship it!

And finally. They decide to go further and have sex and it was sweet and hot and simply perfect...

“Well,” he started, “some kind of hot boyfriend was proposing sex and well… I’m a weak human being that can’t say no.” OMG, be more adorable, why don't you...

But ice cubes. And riding. And...and...

And so it ends. With love and coffee and sexual innuendos and did I mention love? Cooper even makes an appearance and seems to accept everything. And Kurt and Blaine are KurtandBlaine.

Lovely. Just lovely. It has been amazing and wonderful and I certainly hope there is an ePub in the works because I NEED this on my iPad. For reasons. My dearest darling Daphne, I am ecstatic to finally know you, please allow me to cuddle you now for weeks, maybe even months. Thank you for this gorgeous fiction. Let me love you.

So it turns out Blaine doesn't wanna sing. But he finds out he can play!

And he's all guilty, because as if it wasn't enough to be in love with his brother's boyfriend, now his brother is broken up and hurting.

Therefore he had decided to do the song, suck everything up, get the scholarship and live happily ever after with Kurt in New York – as friends. A sad, but realistic, future.

Even Schuester's confused at seeing Kurt and Rachel together.

And sweet lord, this song...

Kurt is so angry that someone wouldn't return Blaine's love

Backstage Blaine is an emotional wreck

And Kurt,s just so outraged, trying to comfort Blaine about his unrequited love

Until finally Blaine just blurts out that it's Kurt he's in love with

And Kurt's just stunned. Wants to know why Blaine never said anything.

“I couldn’t really tell you with Cooper’s tongue down your throat. Fuck!”

And then Blaine asks Kurt to leave. He tells him when he'll be conducting his piece, then runs away himself.

Kurt is just befuddled and emotional himself now

"There was still a part of his mind that couldn’t believe that he had actually told Kurt his feelings and the way Kurt had reacted was even harder to believe. For all these months, Kurt hadn’t noticed Blaine once. Not in the way Blaine wanted anyway."

Burt's worried about Kurt. So Kurt agrees to go out shopping with him and carol. And he finds a girl that makes jewelry.

And she has an interesting story for him about the first piece she sold.

To the cute boy with the curls, in Westerville. For the boy he loves.

And when Kurt calls Cooper to confront him, Cooper confesses he had nothing to do with the gift selection, it was all Blaine.

So when Blaine lands and meets Cooper, Cooper's all broken up because he knows that Kurt won't come back to him...

I just...

And so it begins. The part before THE part...

So Kurt's gonna go home and surprise Blaine...

And he's totally fishing for information and trying not to give it away

Blaine's all nervous about conducting his piece and needs Kurt's assurance

But why doesn't he just tell Kurt where he's going for break?

Is it worse for him to know or not know?

And now Rachel shows up

And announces she's dropping out of NYADA. They're too mean!

"And I have nothing.” she cried. “All I have is a pot-smoking roommate who still thinks my name is Rachym"

*side note* Rachel did notice Blaine's heart eyes. Not that it makes up for her crap...

But in any case, it seems while they are by no means BFFs, they come to a semi-truce

And together they are on the way to Ohio...and Blaine...

So. I have been woefully lax in doing my reaction posts lately. I love doing them, but they can be very time consuming, especially on an iPad. But seriously, I love doing them. And of course, with the amount of fic I am either reading or writing, I can't do them for each story that deserves it. Which sucks, but that isn't my point here.

I have neglected my beloved Invidia in E Minor reaction posts for long enough.

I am far enough behind, sadly, that I am not going to try to catch up and react to each chapter. I hate it, but it's my own fault for not keeping up. Having said all that, without further delay, LET THERE BE REACTION!!

So, maybe a recap of sorts. (prepare for flailing run-on sentence...)

Kurt's dating Cooper and Blaine's in love with Kurt but doesn't want to ruin or interfere with his brother's relationship and it's breaking his heart (and mine) and he's an über talented composer who has written and composed a piece for Kurt OMFG and he got into freaking JUILLIARD do you hear me and he's gonna conduct his own piece that he wrote by himself and it's for Kurt and there's been jealous Blaine and sad Blaine and some Blaintana time along the way and then there's been oblivious flirty Kurt who has become best friends with Blaine and he warded off Sebastian by saying he was Blaine's boyfriend and Cooper sees the signs I think, and finally, finally, FINALLY there are cracks in the Kooper showing and I just...

Now.

Blaine can't fool Tina. She knows something's up...

And word gets around fast. How funny that Brittany thinks it's a boyfriend he's gotten and not a prestigious school!

Blaine and his dad have a moment over college selection. His dad doesn't support him exactly but doesn't say no...

So it's been a rather emotional day for Blaine to say the least. But he gets a call from Nancy in the middle of the night...and she thinks Kurt and Cooper have broken up...

And he turns to Blaine in his time of emotional need!

But backtrack...Cooper got the part in California. And while I almost applaud the idea of him wanting Kurt to go with him, almost, the way he approaches it with Kurt is pretty assumptive and heavy handed.

Then Cooper goes to the bar and gets fershnickered.

And he and Kurt end up fighting

And Cooper tells Kurt he's basically wasting his time at Tisch. It doesn't go over real well.

So Kurt tells Cooper goodbye. And means it.

Yeah.

I know, I know, don't celebrate too hard, heartbreak, all that... But I can't WAIT to see what happens next!!

My dear, sweet, lovely author anon...

But just wait. It won't be a grand scale exactly, since I'm so far behind, but there will be a post tonight.

Okay. Super mega reaction post for Invidia before it updates again and I end up drowning in guilt over not having already done this! Author anon, please know I love you and am not neglecting you!!

So, going all the way back to back to chapter 14... (I know, I know, I'm so guilty! D: )

And so it begins. A bit of tension and a little douchebaggery begins to become noticeable

Nancy, my sweet bebe girl

I seriously wonder how Tina and the others will react when they find out just who it is that Blaine's crushing on?

Ugh. Bullies and locker slams.

Burt!

Blaine doesn't know who Burt is and misses hearing important information

And Burt takes Blaine home with him!

(I gotta go ahead and say that I love all these ever so slight misses and connections that Kurt and Blaine have...)

Hahaha, Burt made Cooper call him Mister yet is ok with Blaine calling him Burt. I love Burt SFM.

And Burt offers Blaine a job!

I won't lie, I giggled once I realized Cooper was talking about cheating with cheesecake

And I seriously just wanna be BFFs with Nancy. For real though.

Wow. Cooper got a call back. For L.A. At Christmas time.

But he distracts Kurt with making out. Welp.

Blaine bebe, let me love you. Don't be sad.

Huh. Piper. Guess Kurt told you where your place was.

Awww but Kurt, sweetie, don't cry!

Santana! Ugh, I do love some kurtana friendship!

And no Rachel...

Hmmmm...Santana and Nancy? I think I could ship it!

Kurt just misses "the new guy" at the shop

Magic Mike reference!

Kurt finds Blaine at the coffee shop. Ugh, but so does Sebastian.

Kurt lies and tells Seb he's Blaine's boyfriend!

Ohhhhh, Blaine. If you were any more adorable...

So, honestly, Cooper, you are making it really hard for me to like you.

Blaine! I'm annoyed that you caved and are helping, but could you be any more perfect?

Friends. Yeah, Kurt thinks they should be friends. Ugh, so good but the suspense!

So our boys are together for a friendly tv marathon. But BICO!

And omg, please, just kill me with all the adorable.

Ok. I am just beside myself with joy over this fic, because lord knows jealous!Blaine is my favorite. This is just so good, so fantastic, so right up my alley. But I will be dead honest, I can't wait for Kooper to start to fall apart. I can't wait for Kurt to find out who actually bought his gift. I can't wait for all the connections to be made and for these two to figure it out and god it will be glorious and perfect and I can't wait!!