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Good job doing it even tho it's hard!!! Take care of yourself and be nice to yourself and just try once more if you slip up at all

nekosd43 replied to your post “Soooo I’m trying to do the whole recover-from-disordered-eating thing...”

I believe in you! It's okay if you have off days, as long as you're still trying. Nobody is perfect, and nobody always does what's best for their body, but we have to keep trying to be our best!

I love her so much!!! River is a really nice name. I'm so happy for you!! C:

I'm sorry you gotta go through so many confusing and even distressing feelings rn dude. I hope you know that not shitty for following your gender feelings & being male to whatever extent you wanna be.

Just be nice to yourself as best you can and give yourself time to be confused until you can work things out. I hope you're able to settle into your gender experience & feelings of attraction & enjoy them, no matter what shape they take.

Awwww shucks thanks dude. I just have been lucky enough to slowly settle into better understanding and enjoying my gender experience and I'm ok with my attraction experiences and I just want that for you too. I remember when I was struggling & I know it sucks & makes you doubt/question yourself a lot.

And thank you for sharing your struggles and stuff even just about your day to day life on here, I really like reading your posts and you're always very thoughtful and intelligent even when you're writing about experiences that are confusing. You rock and I'm always happy to see you show up on my dash. You're a hella rad internet friend :)

Aww thanks, I'm glad that you've gotten more comfortable with your experiences! Honestly as much as I'm having confusion, part of this is me feeling better enough about gender stuff to explore it rather than just wanting it to stay far, far away from me.  I'm glad that my confused rambling while I work through things has been interesting! Honestly a lot of times it's like thinking out loud for me, which is a thing I do sometimes to try to answer my own questions. A lot, actually, if you include my therapy sessions, haha.

U look snazzy!!! :)