#insomnia!

seriously.

I had such bad insomnia last night. Waiting to fall asleep in bed caused me more anxiety than rest, so I got up and did the dishes. That didn't work, so I went to my office to answer some emails and queue them for morning. That didn't work. I finally got drowsy around 5am, and was probably asleep by 5:30.

I had a doctor appt at 8:15 am, so I had to be up for 7am to get ready and get to the appointment.

I made sure today was busy, full of errands and work. I got things done, always on the move, talked to people. I needed to keep awake today. Because if I went to bed or messed with my sleep for tonight, I'd be in the same place.

The doctors appointment was good. He gave me a different sleep medicine, one that is less habit forming and less of a problem with my other meds. He said it will act fast, so take it while in bed.

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uhhh On average I sleep around 4am now hahahah sometimes I see the sunlight (5am) lmaooo

BUT LAST NIGHT WOOO BOY--

Lemme tell you-- I cOULD NOT for the life of me SLEEP as in "REM" kind, barely any dreams formed, I had a few "quick" dips in consciousness but I knew I wasn't asleep so basically I think I stayed up for almost 24 hours .___.

One of the reasons was tumblr, another was a book idea I had that could be a netflix series idk-- and over all I think too much, I have insomnia so idk how to sleep if I dont use my phone/something to make me not THINK at night haha

I put my phone down LITERALLY at 5:30am and i didn't dip into "light sleep" until 7am i think--

but yeah, I'm planning to return to watching ASMR Videos/reading at night instead of tumblr/tiktok haha endless scroll is bad haha

Ironically i got up earlier than usual cuz i couldn't commit to sleeping anymore haha

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