#inside a mind

oooh rainbows oooh

but if you like to watch people decipher args, you might know the youtuber inside a mind. i was obsessed w his channel, was apart of his discord, and was present for almost all his streams. but after a while i kinda jst fell out of the arg space as a whole. but i’m starting to get back into it and so i’m looking at the old vids i used to watch and i checking out his channel and his twitter but it seems like he hasn’t been active on anything in a year or 2 and he deleted the discord.

I don't know what to do anymore! These nightmares... They came back all the time, and sometimes my body hurts, I vomit and see my skin melts.

I've never felt a pain like that before. It's physical and mental. I think that if I have a soul I would feel pain in it too. It's unbearable.

I'm afraid... when this happens I start to be afraid... of what? I'm afraid he'll come back, I don't want him to come back.

When he appears doesn't exist peace, just terror.

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Dentro de una mente #3

No sé más que hacer! Estas pesadillas... Ellas vuelven todo el tiempo, y por veces mi cuerpo duele, vomito y veo mi piel derretir.

Nunca antes había sentido tanto dolor. Es físico y mental. Creo que si tuviera una alma yo también sentiría dolor en ella. Es insoportable.

Yo tengo miedo... cuando esto sucede yo tengo miedo... ¿de qué? Tengo miedo que él vuelva, no quiero que él vuelva.

Cuando él aparece no hay paz, solo horror.

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Dentro da mente #3

Eu não sei mais o que fazer! Esses pesadelos... Eles voltam o tempo todo, e as vezes meu corpo dói, eu vomito e vejo minha pele derreter.

Eu tenho medo... quando isso acontece eu começo a me sentir ansioso e eu começo a ter medo... do quê? Eu tenho medo dele voltar, não quero que ele volte.

Nunca senti tanta dor assim antes. É físico e mental. Acho que se eu tivesse uma alma eu sentiria dor nela também. É insuportável.