#insanityunharmonized

ITS TIME TO HELP A FRIEND OUT

MY AWESOME FRIEND MAIA GOT ALL HER COSPLAY PRIVILEGES REVOKED FOR REASONS I THINK ARE TOO STUPID TO LIST. SHE WAS REALLY EXCITED ABOUT SOME OF THE COSPLAYS SHE WAS WORKING ON, AND SO WAS I. SHE'S HEARTBROKEN GUYS.

SO. LETS GETS SOME NOTES ON THIS THING. LET'S SEE IF WE CAN CONVINCE HER PARENTS TO LET HER COSPLAY WITH HER FRIENDS AGAIN. BECAUSE IT IS NOT A "BAD ENVIRONMENT". IT'S INSTANT FRIENDS. ITS PEOPLE WHO SHARE YOUR INTERESTS AND ACCEPT YOU. 

I NEED TO GET THE OTHER ALBUMS…….STILL…..

i have a shit ton of them

i have vol 9, 8, 1-4, song of skaia, universe a and b, and medidum

same here……..we will DIE. YOU CANT SEW DURING SCHOOL UNLESS YOU SNEAK THE STUFF IN. MRS. KING LET ME, BUT I DOUBT I COULD IN HIGHSCHOOL. OH GOD HIGHSCHOOL. I WILL DIE. IVE BEEN ALMOST INSOMNIAC AND I AM TERRIFIED OF STARTING HIGHSCHOOL. OH GOG

okay fuck eating cuz mom didnt buy me any fucking food AGAIN

but yea

highschool

i am soooooo freaked out.

its a huge school and im so nervous about getting lost and meeting new people and  its people so much bigger than me now

and i hate feeling awkward and i just beat myself up over it and i have this thing where i wanna fit in SO badly

public is not the place i wanna be unique

public is the place i wanna disappear and have no one notice me and just be happy with all my friends and just be ignored

but you and me and lily and alexis and abby and stuff are gonna be there together and thats the only thing im looking forward to

we will get through all this shit together

all the people and idiots and bitches and bullies and homework and classes and everything

but i am really fucking scared

i am dreading the first day of school

i am dreading school

i wake up after like 3 or 4 hours of sleep and im just like