in a fascinating turn of events, i have learned how my subconscious views our own system, and i think its worth it to consider this in a P-DID light.
they said its "like projectors," where multiple projectors can light up a single screen to create a full image. at the moment, the mind limited to one or two projectors at a time due to dissociative barriers, but its goal is for the system to heal enough that it can superimpose many perspectives at once, or be able to smoothly and quickly shift between them. essentially, a layering effect. this would explain why when someone comes forward, we dont switch spots, we start to be each other. we are layering into one image.
the reason i say this is interesting to consider from a P-DID or maybe even OSDD-1A view is because, well, none of my alters ever front. they project from where they sit internally, still affecting me, but through a more passive approach.
im starting to believe this year was an anomaly because the distress was so great they had to front, but as it all settles down the default is a primarily internal existence.
as always, i am immensely fascinated by this information and hope i will learn more.
