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i'm still hoping that the fire won't burn me. / from syd

syd is easy to talk to , like he's someone she's known her entire life. another sip from her wine glass , head fuzzy. when was the last time she had allowed herself this freedom? to exist beyond the titles that had been given to her. ❛ so that's what you're waiting for? ❜ head tilted in curiosity , lips upturn into mischievous smile. ❛ how are you going to know if you just wait around syd? life is going to pass you by. ❜ as if she's one to speak , her own advice should be something to take. living so passively for the sake of others. ❛ let's go out dancing! you should give him a ring before we leave, i'm sure he'd think it's groovy and want to go with us. ❜ she reaches out , taking wine glass from his hand. ❛ or invite him over to swim , i could even call it an early night? ❜ her words are full of excitement , encouraging the other. ❛ you never know if you don't ask him. i can totally tell you dig him. it's all over your face. ❜

#inexpl1cable #( i love them and their sleepovers )

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small house is still crammed with boxes, decision made for chrissy and marlee to move from main house. that it was better for them both there , and let the rest of band have the space they needed. ❛ you really don't have to stay out here with me. ❜ slender fingers pass joint back to graham , sat opposite of fire pit. front door is propped open , listening for silence that greets her. it's a rare night , where her daughter hasn't awoken more then once in the span of two hours. she's exhausted , learning to do this on her own. billy would be here , she knows that. he's working towards that , on coming home to them both. chrissy brings blanket tighter around her small frame , giving smile that doesn't seem to reach all the way. the one she plasters on , hides behind when she can't offer anything else. ❛ hey, peaches? you know it's not your fault either, right? ❜ she catches @inexpl1cable's attention with playful nickname , despite how the rest of her words convey a seriousness. a heaviness that she wears , one that must be shared between them both. ❛ billy made those decisions on his own, and some of it isn't his fault either. ❜ she doesn't know the struggle , of being on the road , everything it brings. and there are still silent parts of her , that blame both billy and graham alike. but they don't show , chrissy doesn't allow herself to be anything but the supporting role. the girl who loves endlessly , that's who she has always been. who she always wants to remain.

❛ do you think it's all going to be okay? i mean , when he comes home. do you think we can all . . . just go back to like it was before? ❜

#cw drug use #inexpl1cable #❛ ♡ ic : 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.

you ever put your arms out and spin really, really fast? / syd out here with no brain cells while everything else goes to shit

this time should have been different. trust was a hard thing to give. chrissy had given it unconditionally , despite the way sinking feeling washed over her time and time again. but she hadn't believed it , or had she simply been living in denial? syd was incredible , quickly made friends since the photoshoot for album. his words catch her off guard , a laugh that feels only moments away from a sob. ❛ my whole life has kind of felt like that. ❜ she struggles with lighter , hands shaking. ❛ we took marlee to disney , while they were still writing songs. they had the tea cup rides, you know the ones where you spin them really, really fast? ❜ chrissy rambles on , the way she's always done when she's nervous. when she's trying to appear that she's perfectly pieced together. ❛ i love my husband , our daughter. this life? it's everything that billy wanted. so that was enough for me. my whole life became built around what billy wanted. that i forgot what i wanted. that i was even allowed to want things. ❜ it wasn't billy's fault , she never held the blame against him. not even now , when she thinks about the way he and daisy share glances. the nights that he had come home late. the way all of it pieces together , the way she knows now. ❛ i don't know how to stop spinning. ❜

#❛ ♡ ic : 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.#inexpl1cable

alec was her father. maybe not by blood , but that wasn't what mattered to chrissy. he had been there for her , a surrogate for the father who had checked out on her a long time ago. it was @inexpl1cable had been the first person she called, when finally settled in at home with marlee. despite how hard she tried , shaking voice betrayed her through phone. he's there , like he had managed the first flight out. chrissy is scurrying around the kitchen , straightening up ( 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚖. ) ❛ this isn't the way i wanted you to come to california. ❜ she laughs , forcing it to hold cheer , to be something real. coffee is made , chipped mug sat on table for him. ❛ did you get to eat breakfast or ? ❜ tilt of head in curiosity , remaining standing instead of sitting across. there's got to be something else she can do , something else to keep busy. marlee is sleeping still , a moment of rest from the long night it's been.

chrissy wants to avoid it , talk about anything but the reason she's asked him to come. but with alec , she's safe. ❛ he's . . . what happened wasn't billy. ❜ not the billy she had fell in love with. that charming smile , the way he saw right through her since that night at prom. ❛ or maybe it is , maybe i don't know him anymore. ❜ there's a laugh of frustration , voice cracks. ❛ but i can't do this. i can't raise a baby , be a mom. i don't know what i'm doing. ❜ anyone else and there would be a faked smile , the mask of perfection. chrissy cunningham was a woman who never failed , who never ceased to be happy. ❛ i didn't want to call, i didn't know what else to do. it's just , you're my dad. and right now , it feels like you're the person i have. ❜

#❛ ♡ ic : 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.#inexpl1cable #( i love one father / daughter duo !! )