A Letter To The One I Never Had
It’s been 11 years since I’ve known you. I still remember you were so snob and reserve. How ironic life could be because I didn’t get the chance to talk to you- just looking at you from a distance even though we’re in the same town. Time flies so fast, we’re now professionals. You’re an Electric Engineer and I’m a Science Teacher. Today, March 13, 2021, I messaged you through messenger because I have a concern about your little sister. I am her adviser and I need someone whom I can contact regarding her. For how many years of not talking to you, I'm glad I got the chance today even just through messenger. I can't believe how nervous and excited I am to just message you even though it's not about you, me, or not even about us. I was so happy when you replied. I got the chance to asked-how have you been and where are you now. You told me you're at UPLB and I hope you're doing great. I just wanna say thank you for always making me feel this way- excited and nervous.
You know what? I did never really tell you about how I feel for you right? I don't know what you call these feelings- I can tell that it's not really "love" because I have a boyfriend whom I truly love. Can you tell me what it is? I'm just so happy I met you. You're really taking the place inside my heart no one can ever replace huh? (laughs) Just occupy that special place, that's yours. Only yours.
Maybe it's not about the timing but maybe because it's about fate. Wishing you happiness.
Yours truly, micah
