A stranger hugged me and I never knew I needed it. 𓇢𓆸
So, I was really heartbroken of what my ex did to me. I should have know better, but I still let it happen. Pinatagal ko pa. Tangina. I have to let it slide first since I have driving lesson early morning and 3 job interviews to go to. Pero I can't. In the end, I couldn't make it to my driving lesson since it's too early and wala akong tulog. Bawi na lang siguro ako sa mga interviews ko.
Since I knew I will be busy, naisip ko na hindi ako masyado iiyak ngayon. But I was wrong. In between job interviews, there were travel time. There were pauses. Bus rides and train rides. Naiisip ko tuloy yung nangyari, and then naluluha. But I need to compose myself. After all, mawawalan ako ng trabaho and I need to do good in my interviews to get a new one. Fortunately, I went to all of it. And I think I aced it? Idk. One interviewer said I have beautful smile daw, so naitago ko nga siguro.
I finished everything at 3pm. And there, I cried. Loudly. It just so happen na may last interview was near the places we've been to. Bumalik lahat. I was crying while walking in the sidewalk. Deadma na sa makakakita. Ang sakit kasi talaga. And then a kind lady saw and asked me, "Do you need a hug?" I don't really talk to strangers, but I unknowingly blurted out, "Yes, please." And then she hugged me tightly. I want to let go, but she won't let me. I think she knew I needed it.
I told her na I'm okay and she could let go, pero hindi niya talaga ako binitiwan. Siguro mga 5 mins. yun? I don't know the lady, so mahaba talaga yung 5 mins. And then sinabi ko sakanya bakit ako umiiyak. Sabi niya, "The universe got you. It was a relief that he was gone. He opened a new door for someone that is worth it. You'll find a better one." And then we hugged again.
Wow. I never knew I needed that hug. I still cried after, but that hug really helped me. It gives me hope. Not with that bastard, but with life. Thank you, Mary Ann.