#indomitablegalthoughts

Me and sissy went for a 5-hour bus trip to Kamloops, BC for long weekend/pre-birthday celeb. Yayy!! ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜ though hindi talaga para saken ang long drive. Lagi ako nagkakasakit after. 🥲 pero masaya naman kasi ngayon lang ulit ako nakakita ng kalabaw?? 😅

Hoodie-ng on a 7°C weather. Normally, I would wear three layers: work shirt, hoodie & puffer jacket during winter season. Pero ewan ko ba bakit kung banas na banas ako. Pag matutulog ako, naka-on ang fan. Pero ang banas parin. Iniisip ko tuloy, hot ba ako? HAHAHA

I'd rather be too early, than on time. 11 am pasok ko lagi sa work, pero nakakarating ako ng mga 10:30 am - 10:40 am. Pero siguro magclock-in ako mga 10:58 am. HAHAHA gusto ko lang malapit ako ng work, pero ayaw ko pa talaga mag-work. Since ang aga ko nga, tumatambay pa ako sa Trees. Fave ko yung Iced Caramel Latte nila. 🤎 araw-araw na ako nagka-kape dito akala mo anak ni henry sy eh nu

lash extensions: finally gave in after a year of indecisiveness (libra ♎️ thingzz) just need to be mindful coz when my eyes get too itchy, i tend to rub them aggressively. 🙃

pasta and a dark chocolate drink for me, waffles and an iced matcha latte for sissy. it tastes sooooo good but ✨expensive✨

So, I was really heartbroken of what my ex did to me. I should have know better, but I still let it happen. Pinatagal ko pa. Tangina. I have to let it slide first since I have driving lesson early morning and 3 job interviews to go to. Pero I can't. In the end, I couldn't make it to my driving lesson since it's too early and wala akong tulog. Bawi na lang siguro ako sa mga interviews ko.

Since I knew I will be busy, naisip ko na hindi ako masyado iiyak ngayon. But I was wrong. In between job interviews, there were travel time. There were pauses. Bus rides and train rides. Naiisip ko tuloy yung nangyari, and then naluluha. But I need to compose myself. After all, mawawalan ako ng trabaho and I need to do good in my interviews to get a new one. Fortunately, I went to all of it. And I think I aced it? Idk. One interviewer said I have beautful smile daw, so naitago ko nga siguro.

I finished everything at 3pm. And there, I cried. Loudly. It just so happen na may last interview was near the places we've been to. Bumalik lahat. I was crying while walking in the sidewalk. Deadma na sa makakakita. Ang sakit kasi talaga. And then a kind lady saw and asked me, "Do you need a hug?" I don't really talk to strangers, but I unknowingly blurted out, "Yes, please." And then she hugged me tightly. I want to let go, but she won't let me. I think she knew I needed it.

I told her na I'm okay and she could let go, pero hindi niya talaga ako binitiwan. Siguro mga 5 mins. yun? I don't know the lady, so mahaba talaga yung 5 mins. And then sinabi ko sakanya bakit ako umiiyak. Sabi niya, "The universe got you. It was a relief that he was gone. He opened a new door for someone that is worth it. You'll find a better one." And then we hugged again.

Wow. I never knew I needed that hug. I still cried after, but that hug really helped me. It gives me hope. Not with that bastard, but with life. Thank you, Mary Ann.

Lately, nahihilig ako sa mga gamit na may 🎀. feeling ko naman bagay saken kahit na minsan parang lasing ako maglakad HAHAHAHA SORRY NAA