#pmatga

I really love Amnesia AU. I love it. I love how I wrote it, I love the concepts, I love getting to research about many different things so I could go into topics as carefully and as responsibly as I can, I love how I wrote the characters, I love how I am trying my absolute hardest to not make them one dimensional and want them to be complex or have complicated feelings about the situation they're in, I love the tragedy, I love the hope, I love the pain, I love the healing, I love the friendships and close bonds, I love the friendly relationships that never came to be, I love the fact that no one is completely good or evil, I love the fact I made it clear that forgiveness is hard for some people and I love that not everyone is going to forgive others for what they did in the past.

I love Amnesia Skeebo and him forgetting who he was but not forgetting the way he felt when he went through what he did, I love the Amnesia AU version of his friends that are given a name for being killers when they're nothing but teenagers who just wanted to live with their friend getting the justice he deserves, I love Pac and not knowing how to feel or who to be mad at when his world is turned upside down, I love Cyli and Spiral that are in the middle of realizing that they have made mistakes that only made Skeebo act worse towards them for their behavior, I love Stratos who never wanted this job and is stuck in it, I love Sir C who realizes that all the things he supposedly remembers weren't real and he has been feeding into a lie set by the system to make the yellow ones appear as this pure species with no flaws whatsoever, I love Specter and Dr. Buttocks that were two figures that died in the war and ended up being pushed away for going on the other side when they didn't have a choice, I love the fact that they turn into what people perceived them as and that was whatever Betrayus made them out to be, I love Betrayus who was never in control for how his life ended out and only gains control when something happens to an innocent person who never should have been involved, I love Tip and Apex and the little baby they co-parent because that little guy and Tip's big heart and hope is the only reason why Apex is still trying to live, I love Apex's guilt over what happened with Zac, I love Tip is trying so hard to be strong knowing he's terrified at the concept of losing another person in his life, I love the fact that Pac's parents aren't what people said they were and I love the fact that they were responsible for multiple things as well.

I love the fact, in the words of Greg Universe, there is no such thing as a good war. Both sides get hurt in one.

I love that healing comes in different ways and it takes time and that it isn't always squeaky clean.

I love that self love is hard if someone has had way too much happen for them to think they deserve it.

I love the fact that we are all complicated and our morality and beliefs can make us react to certain scenarios in different ways.

I love that forgiveness is hard here.

I love writing alternate universes with actual intention.

I love being complex.

I love getting to write about being a person with a soul.

Also a little rare defense tactic ↓ (psst. Pointyheads rarely use this because it's often considered unnecessary and inappropriate in their society. They use this to mainly protect their young, blood or adopted. Apex definitely never wanted his army or for himself to use it because he didn't want to scare anyone, that's the reason he looks like that little smug squid blob.)

Here you go! Sorry for taking so long.

Nothing is gained nor earned if one has a weak will. To proceed in this life, and the very next, one must disregard the pitiful excuses as to why they do not get what they want.

To have no time, or to not have the opportunity, is worth nothing in the grand scheme of this world's backwards order. It has no purpose than to dissuade one of their desires and wants.

What I want?

All I want is the undying loyalty of those I stand before. How I get it does not matter, whether by one's own volition or by my iron fist. I have no care for the details.

All I care for, is the complete subjugation of Pacopia under my stronger will. The nations in the South, West, and East, will come next in time.

I only wonder, then, will they pose as much of a resistance as my own pathetic kin has for me?

I suppose it doesn't matter. I will do whatever it takes.

Even if it means I destroy the very heart of this country to gain the people's attention to my indomitable will, then so be it.

The world's symbol shall cease to exist by my hand.

(bible text next-)

She is the spirit of the moon! In the Netherworld, there is a temple made to honor her legend, specifically in a distant area called 'The Lunaris Land' which is dim, but is illuminated by a single moon in the sky. There was another temple in Pac-World as well, but that one was destroyed for some reason. When her temple is discovered in the Netherworld after a long time of nlt being mentioned, Lord Betrayus wants to take the energy that maintains the temple of Lunaris intact so he can use it against Pac-Man and his friends so he can finally have a chance to take Pac-World, but Princess Semisir, the spirit herself, counter attacks in defense of it.

Semisir tends to be formal, serious and firm when needed, even skeptical to most people, but she can be sweet when you get to know her!

i can't believe i've never done this one

You know the drill, large amount of images under the cut.