#inactions

Dreams elude clarity of action, Fallen to mindless distraction, Grasp gone leaves behind sorrow, Ponder upon silence of tomorrow.

And karma will bite you in the neck

Wouldn’t you be into that kind of thing

Id let you if you hadn’t left

I wore my heart on my sleeve

And you emptied my arteries

I shouldn’t have gotten attached

you shouldn’t have latched onto me

I’ll be anything you want me to be

except you never wanted me

You can find someone better to use

But no one will listen like I do

Was I at least a good experience

Your personal experiment of a man

turn around and hate what I really am

I dont expect you to understand

Maybe I dodged a bullet

A tale of regrets

I’m old enough in this library of regretsTo know what it feels like to be sad and disappointedTo share in the misfortune of inactionsTo spend much time pleasing those that never wanted me I’m old enough to know regretsTo wallow in the pain of selecting career above familyTo nurse the memories of shameful things done…they still hunt meI know I’m forgiven by the ones I hurt but I fear that I have…

“Speak”

43 For they loved human praise more than the praise of God. — John 12:43 NLT

John 12:42-50 NLT

There were many of the people, leaders in the religious communities and others who believed what Jesus was saying but refused to admit it in public. They were more concerned about what the Jewish leaders would say and do than they were about what Jesus said.  They were afraid that they would lose…