#in a sense...

top five lost characters okayyy this is interesting because I haven't done a ranking lately and things have changed a lot but I also know things change even more in a couple eps (it's not looking good for jack 💔) RIGHT NOW:

1. kate YES she got to number one instantly with one great episode I don't give a fuck! ok she'll go back down if/when she starts flopping again but when I watched left behind it was like I was back in early season one days... oh katie!!!

2. sayid obviouslyyyy

3. jack. protagonist of all time!

4. sun she's not done anything lately but I loveeee her queen of having unbelievable interiority everyone else gets a mere glimpse into because they just see her as Jin's Wife

5. I was gonna say this is hard but it's actually not that hard. hurley <3 he conned sawyer into being decent... :)

top five sabrina ok august you tell ME what you think I'm very curious 🎤🎤🎤 you're allowed to like it btw I won't be a bitch I promise

1. nobody's son. again it sounds like an old vaccines song and I love it... it just sounds so classic idk...

2. my man on willpower- I think it's such an interesting song about like. the death of passion in a relationship especially when on the surface it's fine and he's nice and communicative and blah blah but the spark is dead. my man's in touch with his emotions my man won't touch me with a twenty foot pole!! the concept of falling in love with self restraint i really love also it's a way I've referred to myself sometimes and like. the misery it causes... also this happened to cole and rust SORRY

3. tears. OK. listen to me rn. I think this is legitimately the only time sabrina has done good actual heteropessimist satire... like being so desperate for basic respect you need to sexualise it and make it a fetish. the (so responsible!) feels so obviously sarcastic. remembering how to use your phone gets me oh so hot like it's so stupid and ridiculous and demeaning. the choice to title it tears highlights how actually miserable that existence is like she could've called it responsible or something else but she very specifically uses tears which yes haha sex blah blah but it's feels very meaningful tonally. and reinforcing that witj the use of drag queens and the joy of acting fun and sexy and then the misery of Outside where her man is. like idk I think this one is actually smart call me crazy. and it's a fun catchy song!

4. when did you get hot? - this song is lowkey weird but it sounds nice. if someone wrote this song about me I'd be like HUH??? but yeah

5. we almost broke up again last night- it's sort of boring but it's colerust so it gets to be up here <3 rust voice I think we're drifting cole voice yeah I fucking know!!! house tour is also catchy and fun but it's also like. girl whatever