#imtryinghere

CALLUM. COZ I LOVE HIM.

so tired

of living life like on a wire

balancing between

fallin into extremes

frozen or burned by fire

im so tired

i wanna give up

just let go

of all this weight

go below

the dark and hate

i wanna give up

but its too late

somebody gave up

be right about something

that i wanted that was good

instead of it going worse than i think

Feels like i was cheated again

came back and left them

then left me without ever seeing him.

in myself and not feel the weight

of the darkness as it seethes

in my mind,early or late.

I just wanna feel soft.

No longer rigid or strong

like a cloud held aloft

by winds whimsical song

I'm just tired and all i want is peace,

for myself and those with my love.

live life with love and ease,

i reached in.

and all i found.

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