#imtired...

My younger self and Callum would have really gotten along well together...

힘에 겨워 나 이별을 선물하고 돌아서                                                                      it was so hard that i gifted you with separation and turned my back

A lot of different things I have seen and heard lately have made me think. About what? Simply being really. While watching an anime this question was asked, "What do you really want?" At first glance, I just thought that I wanted to be happy through whatever means. After some consideration I thought, being happy is good but why can't I just want to be? People could aspire to hit some of my sad points, and it makes me feel like an asshole to just say that, but I take so much for granted. Not in the way that, "I'm not always thankful my tooth doesn't ache, or that I have nice things." In the way that I have managed to find three people who accept me wholeheartedly and many others who don't have quarrels with my way of being. They let me be (and not in the sense they leave me alone obviously). I also considered love, but I've, through the council of a wonderful woman, discovered i'm whole without someone. It would be nice to find someone but i'm honestly content as long as I have a few wonderful friends. Through my friends allowing me to be, their friendships make me happy. It really makes the introduction a non-issue but I wanted to explore it nonetheless. At this point I'm rambling, and I ask forgiveness of errors, as it is 3AM and autocorrect on my phone couldn't catch them all. If you've read all this well done, but I ask one thing. What do you really want?