#imstillnothappy

That question was made to me yesterday, always answered as apathetic as I could, it was a reflection of my mind saying "Do not show everything, you can hurt" Then I realized who did it and I completely regretted it. Who does not want to show the world what it can be? The thing is that when they hurt you so many times you lock yourself in and you guard yourself, with a gun in your hand '' because you never know that you can enter through that door ''

I remember because I made this blog, I really like to talk, I really like to share feelings and thoughts with people, but almost nobody knows about it because I do not want them to mock or use it against me, exactly this blog is going for the bad Way if I leave thus.

But that Asteria, is the person behind her, for something is '' 2.0 '' I want to reform, I want to be what I know I can be. But I also know that there are people out there that if you read all this you will want to use it against me.

I will already look for the form, with nothing and three followers I conform.

Btw, today I was with my grandmother, and my great-grandmother, it was a very relaxing thing, I realized how anxious it is for me to wait for the '' Sugar '' to write me or something, and since at that moment I did not have online, my I was determined to go to the farm tomorrow with my aunt and my grandmother, to get away from all this emotional disaster I am in, and to think seriously that I will, because I know that what is approaching I still have pain, but if I learn to handle it, it does not hurt so much.