#imsosickofbeingfat

Last weight in 8/11: 191.8 Weigh in today: 205.6 Weight gained: 13.8 So. I know I fell off track for about two weeks. I had a couple of good days mixed in with some pretty awful binge worthy days. My birthday started it and then the nursing boards and studying all kept it going. I took my exam yesterday and now I am just waiting at this point. Told myself today we were gonna get back to it for the two weeks until I leave for PA and then I’m hoping to at least move enough to maintain in PA.  I know I gained weight but I know that today's awful weigh in is bloat related. Gonna push a lot of water and get things on track and hopefully come Saturday I will be looking at a lot less disturbing number. I wish I could find the determination I once had a year and half ago. I know I’m capable. I just need to get in the right head space. Sick of getting partially down and then messing it all up for myself yet again.