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Food Court At 6:30pm (Tambay habang lumalapangs, at nagmamasid)

May magsyota pababa ng hagdan, ang sweet sweet pa.

"Sus!. Magbebreak din yan!. Padala dala pa ng gamit ng babae?! Magbebreak din yan!, ganyan din kami noong UNA"

May mag-asawang naglalakad magkaholding hands. "Magdidivorce din yan!., kunwari pang sweet sa isa't isa may away naman sila, tsk!. Dyan siguro kami pupunta kung naging kami pa"

Sa labas At 6:58pm (Pauwi na,nagmamasid parin)

May dalawang matanda nakasakay sa bike si lolo habang nakaangkas si lola.

And so I was blinded by your magic,

I can't get over your secrets smiles and secret glimpse on me. 

The way you play with my hair, the way you pinch my nose and my cheeks. the way you want me in your life and the way you fear losing me in your life. I want to be with you forever. I love you. I don't need any commitments, you don't need to prove me anything. you don't need to leave everything behind for me, just stay who you are right now. Stay what you are, and you'll stay in the same spot you own in my heart. You don't need to hurt anyone just to prove anything, you don't need to risk it all. 

Stay with me as long as you want to, stay by my side as long as you need to, and I'll never demand for anything. I love you and I owe you for rescuing my heart. I owe you so much, for letting me know that I can be so much happier than before, that I can give so much sweeter smile than what I have. You're a blessing, B. You were an angel sent from the above. You give me hope when I was terribly tragic, you offer me the friendship I could have missed if I continue fooling myself on false gods. 

You give me sweet 'yemas' like everyday as you give me the faith of holding on to you. And eat half of what you give, as if you're casting my fears of falling in love again. I love the way I can't help but caught my self smiling and there you were, looking at me smiling to, then we can't stop to laugh because of that. :)) But no one's going to find out why we've been laughing so hard, no one can guess the reason why we laughed that hard. In my only simple knowledge that i laugh with you because I'm happy with you, I can't help not to smile when I'm with you. 

So the truck is rented... at leas I was able to salvage some part of my Sunday.  It is gong to be a crazy day.  All I wanted to do is play with puppies when I get home, but that may not be the best use of my time.  We will play and catch up of course but there is a lot of things to do once I get back into Arkansas.

I am NOT excited about the journey in a 12x12 moving truck.  Driving long distances are not the worst thing in the world, however I do not imagine the truck to be of the most quality in terms of comfort.  I wonder how many songs I will be listening to on repeat while screeching off key melodies at passing cars as I go 55 MPH to makes sure to conserve gas.  Is it bad that I want to plan my trip to avoid hills?  I know it sounds silly, but I am sure with a fully loaded rental vehicle a twenty foot incline at 33 degrees could make the engine angry, then thirst and thus result in my and my wallet's sadness.

The exciting part is that the process is temporary!  This time next week, I will be in a new apartment in a new city waiting to start my NEW JOB!  I will make a more noteworthy post here on the plane.. I have finished my second book and I am upset I did not pack the third!!!! THE SUSPENSE!

Time to board the puddle jumper with the rest of the Wal-Mart folks... then touch down in the cow pasture outside of Bentonville, get picked up and then whisked down to Fayetteville to retrieve my car!!! THEN down to Alma! ( I am exhausted already! )