#imjustdone

a niggling feeling at the back of my head, an irritating white noise fogging my ears -- everything is just super-duper-overwhelmingly fucking annoying.

....Just anger and pain from this team each game. Just anger and pain. #herewego #6and6and1 #steelers #imjustdone #makethepainstop. #ithurts (at Las Vegas, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXSjtGqr7kX/?utm_medium=tumblr

2020 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑑. 𝐶𝑎𝑛 𝑤𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭-𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝑡𝑜 2021 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒?🤷🏻‍♀️😴 #exhausted #sooverthisshit #imjustdone https://www.instagram.com/p/B-AU3B2pB1Rki5qQMmPfoGA5jtjkxBSJS94Gow0/?igshid=87ppqy5mkgap

Just put me out of my misery please.

Feeling horrible today. I have a chest infection and fluids around my lungs..his could the #peritonealdialysis. I’m at #theglenrose to help me to go home. I’m supposed to getting antibiotics but it hasn’t shown up in the computer. I’m struggling to breathe. #imjustdone right now. It’s just been one thing after another. I’m on Cipro for an uti as well. #patellartendonrupture #rupturedpatellartendon https://www.instagram.com/p/Br56VuYlUzZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lvdinm7kik

This going to be a big rant! 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘 As you all know I’ve been doing #peritonealdialysis since 2012; starting with twin bag exchanges before switching to the cycler. With the twin bag exchange; I need to drain 5X/day otherwise I absorb the 2L if fluid that is put in. 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘 So we will go back to May 1, 2018. It was a cool cloudy windy day. Temps were 13 but with windchill is was single digit temps . It didn’t help that the ground was still frozen from having a late winter. 🆘 As you know, I had a bad fall and struggled with my level of care since then. It took a week before discovering that I fractured 3 small bones in my foot. Afterwards, everyone was apologetic about not listening or believing my pain was high. This was when Dr Balyk took over as the orthopaedic care. 🆘 I was told that my knees would recover on their own time. 🆘 I was transferred to the Glenrose Rehabilitation hospital for intensive physiotherapist. While there I had 3 incidents of knee buckling. More X-rays on the knee - again nothing spotted on the X-rays. 🆘 Was released from the Glenrose on July 5. While I was home, I had 3 more falls due@to knees buckling. 🆘 Finally got to see Dr Balyk on November 7 after more X-rays discovered I had a ruptured #patellartendon it was so bad that it required actually reconstruction as opposed to a repair. 🆘 I finally had surgery on my knee; turns out there was an old infection so the knee need to be cleaned, so there was a 2 wk delay for the actual repair of the tendon. 🆘 So this brings me to yesterday. It was decided that I was being transferred from Unit 34 to Unit 32. (Discovered my wheelchair that is on loan from the AHS Equipment Loan Program has gone missing) 🆘 So spent 1/2 an hr packing up everything in my room and was whisked off to my room. 🆘 So I had my dialysis at 2 & 6 with no problem, the #peritonealdialysis nurse from Unit 51 located me and was able to set me up to do my afternoon and evening dialysis. 🆘 Now wee nearing My bedtime exchange....no pd nurse at all. The unit clear and my nurse call@up to 51 and was told that I had been discharged! 🆘 So I’ve put in a third complaint to deal with this...sigh. #imjustdone https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq91m1OFCMI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1azza3rwjanu4