Sad

And watching you walk away.

And I will keep on doing so because he deserves it

Is not being there for someone when you know they are hurting.

I’m back and I fucked up the best healthy relationship I ever had. I tried to be there for him as much I could but it wasn’t enough

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I like you a lot but is this worth it?

This is why nothing good lasts in my life.

Just leave and say it to my face or tell me. I don’t like wondering. I have too much shit going on in my life, I don’t need to constantly worry about this too.

Please text me. Please.

I fucked this up. Idk how but I think I fucked this up and that makes me sad.

Depressed again. And idk why this time.

I wanna cry.

Because I really wanted this to workout but I feel like it won’t. I really liked him, but sadly I don’t see it lasting or progressing into an actual relationship. My friend warned me, but sadly I ignored the signs.

I may have found a guy that I literally could connect with. The problem is due to his past I heard about and the fact he is one of my friend’s ex’s, idk if it’d work out or be worth pursuing. Just ugh. Chicks before dicks for sure but ugh. I’m sad now.

Do I always fall or like guys that literally want nothing to do with me or don’t know I exist? It is very tragic.