VG: I Never Wanted a Brother
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At the Waterholeβ¦
Tiifu sighed heavily. Her gaze towards the water was unfocused as her mind was heavy with concern and hurt that she felt lately.
Kiara had been stirring chaos within the pride ever since the first attempt at the Coronation had failed. She criticized everyone she knew, and every retort and jab she made toward nearly each pride member had been personal. It was uncharacteristic of her best friend. The spotted lioness had no idea how much Kiara even knew about everyone.
The closest animal she trusted with her feelings besides Kiara was Zuri, but Zuri was on yet another diplomatic trip, and was gone for days, now. The blue-eyed lioness didnβt even disclose where her latest trip would take place. Sheβd just left without a word. It hurt.
All Tiifu knew is that she felt like she couldnβt be alone, anymore. She tried to keep it to herself as long as she could, but it ate away at her.
She heard a rustle in the tall grass and saw something dark in the corner of her eye as she continued to hang her head.
βHey, Kovu.β she greeted him flatly.
βTiifu.β the lion gave a short, polite nod β a quirk he may or may not have picked up on while training with Simba.
βWhatβs going on with you?β she said even more glumly.
βCould be better, honestlyβ¦β he shook his head a bit, βIβll be fine.β
Tiifu looked up at him. He and his sister Vitani had a tendency to be very similar, she noticed.
βIt-Itβs justβ¦β he scratched the back of his neck, βKiaraβs just really been on my case, lately.β
βI noticed.β Tiifuβs voice quivered, βItβs been making everyone upset.β
Kovu sat up, βYou too?β
βYeah, sheβs just been so hot and cold with what she wants. I keep wanting to help her prepare better for the new Coronation, but she just keeps talking about my relationship with Vitani. She keeps saying Iβm making her βsoftβ, or whatever.β
βSheesh,β Kovu scoffed, βWhatβs that about?β
βI donβt knowβ¦β Tiifu drew a circle in the sand, βMaybe sheβs rightβ¦β
βNo,β said the dark lion, βshe doesnβt mean that. Itβ¦ Itβs not like herβ¦β
The Future King Consort began to doubt himself
βBut, sheβs been either avoiding me or making me feel really stupid. Itβs like sheβs going out of her way to totally sabotage our relationship before the two of us could ever ascend the throne.β the dark lion said with misty eyes, βItβs not the Kiara I fell in love withβ¦βΒ
Tiifu frowned empathetically. She teared up a bit as well.
Approaching the Waterhole were four of five members of the Lion Guard. Shabaha began her usual knack for asking her friends hypothetical questions.
βSo, you think Kiumeβs ending up in purgatory, or summoned in fire?β Shabaha grinned, eager for an answer.
βHopefully nowhere, like Scar.β Kasi scowled to her side.
Shabaha scoffed, βWho would even summon him?β
βThe only followers he had were Jeuri and Mrembo, and if theyβre as good as they say they are, they wonβt do that.β Tazama concluded.
βIf you see them again sometime soon, donβt even tell them heβs dead.β Kasi replied, βItβd break their hearts and give them ideas if either of them go off the deep-end.β
βWasnβt Kiume a father?β Shabaha suddenly asked.
βNot a good one, remember? Like he said in his trial.β Kasi shivered, βUgh, he didnβt even sound one bit remorseful when he confessedβ¦β
βA husband to someone, then?β
βHeβs not her problem, anymore.β
βShh,β Imara cut in, βLook. Somethingβs up.β
The Guard did as their Second-in-Command told them to. They shifted their focus to the two glum lions by the shore of the Waterhole. They saw Tiifu comforting a heartbroken Kovu.
Kasi sat by the two, βWhy the long faces, guys?β
βIs it the Coronation thing?β Imara inquired, βEveryone seems so on-edge.β
βYeah, does anyone know when the redoβs gonna go on?β Shabaha glanced at everyone, βNo oneβs made up their mind. I donβt even know how to prepare.β
βThatβs the problem.β Tiifu said, βKiara wonβt say when sheβll be ready again. All she ever does is give everyone a hard time.β
βWaitβ¦ Sheβs been speaking to you?β Shabaha tilted her head, βSheβs been acting all cryptic and quiet from what Iβve seen.β
βThat, too.β Tiifu agreed, βItβs weird. When we were growing up, she would always brag about being Future Queen. She wanted to be a nice and generous one, too. Nowβ¦ It's like she doesnβt want to be a Queen. Certainly not a nice one, either.β
βHuh,β Imara glanced down in thought, βshe did tell us to stop investigating the drownings and missing animals, recently. She never told us why. Just snapped at us when we tried to ask.β
βI didnβt wanna say it, but she's been acting like a real dictator.β Kasi shook her head.
βShe called me βSpottyβ last night.β
Everyone turned to Tazama. The Guard and Kovu especially looked taken aback. Tiifu glanced all around at the former Outsiders before looking back at the Keenest of Sight, hoping to be filled in.
βWait, really?β Kasi tilted her head.
Tazama gave a quick nod, β...And then she corrected herself right after. Iβ¦ I didnβt think she knew that nickname. Only Zira called me thatβ¦β
All lions who knew Zira had exchanged looks. Kovu, however, looked down in deep thought.
βWeeeiird.β the Fastest muttered before turning her head, βDid anyone tell her about our days as Outsiders? Kovu, did ββ
When Kasi turned to where the Prince Consort had been sitting, she saw a divet in the patch of grass and sand.
Kovu had abruptly sat up and walked off without a word. He was just so utterly weirded out that he couldnβt even contribute to the conversation anymore.
He headed the direction of Pride Rock. If he happens upon Kiara, he was to firmly put his paw down and ask her what was going on, and why it felt like she was breaking the pride apart.
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Pride Rock, the Main Denβ¦
βYouβre sure this will work?β Vitani asked.
She and Rafiki spoke about their plan to ascend Nuka as the mandrill had helped start a small fire for the Fiercest to summon her deceased brother from.
βIndeed. Once you and your brothers talk everything out, you wonβt have to worry about keeping Nukaβs spirit a secret. Once heβs in the clouds, he wonβt be summoned by the wrong animal.β
Vitani turned to him, βWhat do you mean?β
βA spirit like Nukaβs can be summoned by anyone with a heat source and the right chant.β
βNo kidding?β Vitaniβs eyebrows flung upwards, βHow has no one tried to do that already?β
βSomeone might have for all we know.β Rafiki shrugged.
βOh, donβt scare me with that thought.β the lionessβ eyes narrowed, βWait.. have you and Nuka been talking?β
The mandrill chuckled, βMaybe from time to time.β
The Fiercest gave a hard, abrupt sigh in relief. She truly wondered what her brother and the shaman had spoken about.Β
βWell, thank you for the advice.β she finally said aloud.
βAny time, Vitani.β
The mandrill hobbled out of the den to the direction of his baobab tree.Β
He didnβt see a lioness hiding behind a nook outside of the denβs entrance, who slunk back further between the rocks as she saw a dark lion ascending the megalith.
Vitani took a deep breath, preparing to say her chant for the final time. No longer would Nukaβs spirit have to be kept secret.Β
Just before she could speak, however, she heard the approach of a lion. She grinned.
Just in time.
Kovu sighed as he put a paw on the back of his neck. It had been a long day, despite it only being noon. He saw his sister approach.
βKovu!β Vitani beamed, βPerfect timing! Come on, thereβs something I gotta show youβ¦β
βVitani, Iβm really not β Gβah β !β the scarred lion sputtered as he felt himself be dragged by a paw gently fixed between his sisterβs jaws.
βCβmooonnn!β she beckoned.
All Kovu could see was a flame in the middle of the empty den. He was less than amused.
βYouβ¦ started a fire in the den.β he deadpanned, βSo, what made you wanna do that?β
βJust wait.β she said, βCheck this out!β
He watched as Vitani adjusted her position, planting her paws firmly to the ground as she took a breath.
βRoho ya Moto!β
Suddenly, the flame grew with a white-hot blast. As the blast faded, an orange flame almost as tall as the den appeared. It seemed to have a face, as well as an upper body.
Kovu instantly recognized the form, and tears formed in his eyes. It had been his deceased brother.
βNuka?!β he steadily walked closer, βHow is this possibleβ¦?β
βPretty cool, huh?β Vitani grinned.
βIs this why youβve been able to breathe fire?β he whispered βH-How long have you been able to do thisβ¦?β
βItβs a bit of a long story.Β
Kovu basically picked his jaw up from the floor. He cleared his throat and approached with building anxiety and anticipation.
βVitani, what is he doing here?β the fiery spirit scowled.
βNuka, I ββ
βWell, well, well,β Nuka sneered, βif it isnβt everyoneβs favorite little termite. What, too cool and kingly to remember your dead brother? Huh?β
βHah, quit joking, Nuka.β Vitani grinned nervously.
Kovu was confused, too, but he digressed.
βNuka, you have no idea how long Iβve been wanting to talk to you! I ββ
βOh, really? Would talking to me clear your conscience? Would that take the weight off your shoulders? Well, go right ahead!β
βNuka?!β Vitani balked. What was he doing?
Kovu was deeply hurt. The one chance to speak to his brother again, to make any possible amends, to say anything to his deceased brother, dashed.
βIβ¦β the youngest scowled, βYou know what? I was gonna try and be your friend, but youβre just the same old antisocial coward that doesnβt wanna listen to anybody!β
βBe my friend? What, do you need me, now? Brother-Killer!β
βWhat? It was an accident! I didnβt know you were gonna climb that dam!β
They began to yell over each other. Not one word was understood, but not one of those words had to have been important. This was stupid, and out of nowhere. It began to grate against Vitaniβs ears.
βSHUT UP, you two!β their sister roared.
They stopped as they watched her stomp her forelegs in frustration.
βYou guys know what? Fight it out, then! Just leave me out of your stupid quarrels!β she began to storm away, βYou two idiots never changed!β
Just after watching her leave, the two brothers continued to exchange bitter scowls toward one another.
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Across the Pridelandsβ¦
Vitani fumed as she mindlessly continued to storm. She made it to a body of water.
βStupidβ¦ this was so stupidβ¦β she grabbed her own face, βWhy is it so hard to forgive someone?β
βI may not be of much help, kid, but I can tell ya a good reason why that isβ¦β
Vitaniβs heart jumped at the familiar, raspy, rumbly voice. She looked over her shoulder to see a heavily-scarred, green crocodile on an adjacent end of the lake. The crocodile whose leadership and fighting skills she found herself idolizing shortly after her arrival to the Pridelands.
The Fiercest realized sheβd wandered all the way to Lake Matope, the home of Makuu and his float.
βH-Helloβ¦β she stammered nervously.
He took a deep breath, βI to this day cannot forgive someone I once considered a brother. He disobeyed me, disrespected me, and betrayed me.β
βYouβre talking about ββ
βKiburiβ¦β the crocodile leader growled lowly.
Long ago, in a far away marsh landβ¦
βI lived far from the Pridelands β waayyy south. Like most crocodiles, life was tough by the time you reach your juvenile years. Itβs why we got such thick skin. I grew up all alone, but I got by. I liked it that wayβ¦Β
βUntil one day, I happened upon a young croc not too different in age from me. He would find himself getting into trouble a lot. I saved him from trouble, one day. Some bigger crocs were chasinβ him out of their turf.
βI used the one trick I learned on my own to get through life: The Reverse Tail-Whipβ¦
βI smacked the thugs away like it was nothinβ. Kiburi told me how he never felt like he fit in. His father never wanted him, and it felt like no one else did, either. He admired my self-sufficiency, and wanted to start a new float with me.
βI like you, Makuu. Youβre smart. Weβd make a great team. You could be the brains, and I could be the brawn.β
βWith all the trouble I had to help him get out of, I took care of the brawn, too. Though, Kiburi never liked to admit it. He looked up at me too much to really care..
βThis βCircle of Lifeβ meant nothinβ to us. All we understood was βeat or be eatenβ, growing up in the world that we did.
βIt was just the two of us, until we came across some older crocs migrating north. Theyβd been away from the Pridelands because herds were sparse and on the move.Β
Pua was their leader, and he saw potential in the both of us. We got through the traditional initiation by taking on some members of his float, and we were in.
βWhen we all arrived at the restored Pridelands, I could sense Kiburi and the other younger crocodiles were growing tired of Puaβs old ways, and I did too. Kiburi pressured me to challenge the old leader.Β
βI won, and felt good to be in power. I pushed other animals around, intimidated them, and ate whatever I pleased. But Kion and his Lion Guard warned me about breaking the Circle of Life. I didnβt listen for the longest time, but all my leadership did was get my float and I into nothing but trouble.
βI made efforts to change my ways, and had to prove tirelessly to the Lion Guard and the Pridelands that I would follow the laws of the land.
βKiburi missed the old me, and would pressure me to go back to my old ways. I felt wrong for it, and refused, and he lost all respect for me. He began to lead my float behind my back, and called for a Mashindano.
βHe lost, and I banished him. He kept coming back to the Pridelands and illegally challenging me under Scarβs control. He stopped coming back, one day, and weβve never seen each other, sinceβ¦
βHis betrayal goes beyond working for Scar. It was personal, and the time to cut him out of my life was due for some timeβ¦β
Vitani knew someone like Kiburi. This lion encouraged her to be a savage, domineering enforcer. One who didnβt take kindly to redeeming oneself and listening to the enemy. The refusal to make peace was her ultimate downfall.
The Fiercest remembered her recent encounter with her mother. She still never told anyone, still believing it to be a prophetic dream, as the Zamani powder provided by Makini could not help her figure it out. She heard the crocodile speak up again.
βSometimes, ya just gotta let go of the ones that hold ya down to better yourself as a leader.βΒ
He didnβt look up from his gaze into the lake, but he sensed the lionessβ saddened stare into the distance.Β
βTruth hurts, kid. I knowβ¦β he said.
Vitani slowly looked back at Pride Rock, observing the glow emanating from her brotherβs fiery form.
She wondered what would happen if the two never forgave one anotherβ¦
βThanks, Makuu.β she said, βIβ¦ I think I needed thatβ¦β
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Back at the Denβ¦
Kovu stared at Nukaβs fiery form like it had been a spiritual observation of a bonfire, still thinking of something to say.Β
The spirit had his back turned with his arms crossed.
βWell, if youβre gonna talk again, go on, spit it out, Termiteβ¦β
βI just wanted to say, ahβ¦β Kovu stammered, βAbout the, yβknow, the Gorgeβ¦β
βOh, I know what this is gonna be about. Itβs gonna be about how I died and you ended up getting everything you ever wanted in the end because of it, right?β
βIf you just let me finish one sentence ββ Kovu gritted his teeth.
βKing Termite always gets what he wants! And now you wanna mock me to my undead, ghostly face! βOh, Nukaβs such a clumsy idiot! Look, being a klutz finally got him in the end! That big jerk got what was coming!β Yeah, YOU WIN! Or is that not enough?β
βIT WAS MY FAULT!β
β...Huh?β
βI donβt think you died like an idiot. It was all my faultβ¦β Kovu continued, βI just stood up there and did nothing. And when you fell, I couldnβt get to you in timeβ¦ I never wanted you to die. I never wanted anyone to die.β
βYouβ¦β
βNot one day passes by where I wish I could go back and grab your paw on time. I wish I could go back further, and tell you how much everyone cares about you. I wanted to tell you so long how much I saw you as the true Chosen Oneβ¦ No matter how much we fought, growing up, I wouldβve saved you, either way.β
Nuka was speechless. None of what Kovu said sounded real. He never thought the termite valued him that way. He looked away.
Kovu looked away too, remembering all the times he and his brother bickered as cubs. He suddenly remembered a rather notable time:
Years ago, on the border between the Outlands and the riverβ¦
It was early morning. Zira tasked Nuka with watching over a young Kovu and Vitani while she, herself, would make her weekly reconnaissance rounds at the border of the Pridelands to listen for updates on her enemy, Simba.
Nuka, however, had different plans. He was going to catch dinner for mother. He was going to prove he was more competent than the little termite he was stuck babysitting.
Speaking of Kovu, the little cub had trailed behind him on his hunt, much to his chagrin. He begrudgingly let the little twerp follow along and at least learn something.
βDidja catch the mouse, yet?β the cub goaded, βBetcha didnβt!β
βYou scared him away, you little miscreant.β Nuka sneered, turning to Kovu, βStop following me.β
He backhanded the rejected cub. Kovu tumbled to the ground.
βI just thought, you knowβ¦ we could be together.β the cub sniffed.
βItβs every lion for himself. Or are you afraid to be on your own? Coward.βΒ
Kovu got in his face, βIβm not afraid of anything, fleabag!β
βTermite.β
The teen turned his back and hobbled away with his awkward gait. smiled to himself, relieved to finally have found a way to get the cub out of his hair.
Kovuβs head hung low as he was all alone with Nukaβs hurtful words echoed in his mind.
Pretty soon, the mouse ran out of hiding, and Kovu seized the opportunity to catch it on his own without Nuka.
Success! He pounced on the mouse with accuracy, grabbed it by the tail, and dangled it above his mouth, just like the lion he was being shaped up to be.
βI am the Chosen One. A great and mighty warrior.β he hissed ferociously, βI have chosen you to die honorably and nourish me.β
The mouse squirmed in Kovuβs paw. The cub frowned, and his shoulders lowered. He didnβt have the heart to take the life of another animal, not even one a lion needed to eat to live.
βHoweverβ¦ umβ¦ Since I am not so hungry right now, I give you your freedom. So, go on!β
He let the mouse run free.
Suddenly, he heard a creak of a log in the distance, as if it was being crossed. The cub shrugged, thinking it to be nothing. He continued to explore the area he found himself in.
Before he knew it, he felt something his size crash into him, and the rest was historyβ¦
Present dayβ¦
βYβknowβ¦ if it hadnβt been for you, I wouldβve never met Kiara, that dayβ¦β Kovu spoke up, β...and we never wouldβve brought the prides together.I donβt think you realize just how much you saved the Pridelandsβ futureβ¦β
Nuka continued to not speak. He glanced at Kovu a few times, then back down. He thought and thought.
βUhβ¦ I gotta goβ¦β he finally mumbled.
POOF!
Nuka was gone in the same flash he appeared from.
βNuka!β Kovu called.
He sighed, βI forgive youβ¦β
The lioness who watched everything from the nook between the walls of Pride Rock slithered down the megalith. She set out to travel far out to the border between the Pridelands and the Backlands.
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Back to Pride Rockβ¦
Vitani made it back home that evening. She saw her younger brother sit at the edge of Pride Rock.
She sighed as she made it to the platform, expecting the worst. Kovu would be mad on top of an already bad day, Nuka would of course be even angrier and not want to talk to either Kovu, nor even her, for a very long time β or ever again.
Today wasnβt the right day for this, she supposed. She hoped she didnβt drive them further apart.
βSo, whereβd you go?β Kovu asked.
βJustβ¦ needed to clear my mind. Doesnβt matter.β she turned to her younger brother, βI take it Nuka yelled your ear off and bailed?β
βActually, I kinda felt like we were starting to finally talk.β
The lioness turned to him, βReally?β
βYeah,β Kovu looked down, βbutβ¦ he left before I could get a proper goodbye.β
βOf courseβ¦β the lioness rolled her eyes.
βYeah. Justβ¦ poofed away. He looked like he wanted to say something.β
βSo close!β Vitani groaned.
βYou know how proud he can get. Heβs probably just not ready, yet.β
βNo! This was supposed to happen today!β she paced stressfully, βM-Maybe it wasnβt done ri ββ
Vitani stopped herself. She looked up to see a very confused, and, admittedly concerned, Kovu.
No, the forgiveness was to come naturally. From the heart.Β
She took a deep breath, and refrained from finishing her point, so as to not make Kovu force his forgiveness the next chance he could speak to Nuka.
βMaaayyybe he just needs time,β the dark furred lion finally said, βto think it over?β
βI guessβ¦β
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At Misingi Fallsβ¦
Kiara stood at the grassy base of the waterfall. She dropped a flaming torch onto the grass and watched the fire grow as it ignited the driest parts of the field.Β
Within that time, the ghastly cerulean glow left Kiaraβs eyes, and her body slumped forward. Ziraβs spirit had left the living lionessβ body, and seeped into the lake.
Kiara, on the other hand, though conscious, was suspended in place by the water in her body.Β
Due to irreversible injuries sustained the previous year, Kiara felt herself easily wanting to cough from the rising smoke in the field, but the controlling force wouldnβt let her.
A glow had risen up the waterfall, and pretty soon, it had taken the form of the fallen Outsider leader.
Kiara wanted to yell from what she saw. She knew she wasnβt herself, and she knew the voice in her head, and now she saw what it all had been. Zira held the Princessβ mouth shut, smiling down at her tauntingly while doing so.
Zira called to her eldest childβs spirit with the chant she remembered:
βRoho ya Moto!β she bellowed, βRise, my dear son!β
As expected, Nuka appeared as a flame.
β...Huh? Two summonings in one day?β he whipped around, βHow β Wh-Where even am I β ?β
He deeply gasped at what he saw before him.
βWelcome back, son.β
If he wasnβt made of fire, heβd be shedding tears at the sight of his motherβs warmly smiling form.
βMOTHER! Is it really you? Oh, itβs been so long!β
βThat, it has.β she said, βFar, too long.β
βWhat are you doing here?β he looked up and down, βWhy are you made of water?β
βLetβs just say that your sister has been a real big help, latelyβ¦βΒ
βYeah! Iβve been chosen by the Lions of the Past to help Vitani! Oh! She leads the Lion Guard, by the way! And Kovuβsβ¦ uhβ¦ Gonna be Kingβ¦β
She remembered her sonsβ interactions with one another. She took Nukaβs jealousy of Kovu into account.
βSo Iβve heard!β Zira purred, βItβs a good thing she did! Your brother and sister β ever since they made themselves at home in the Pridelands, they seem to have forgotten who their real family is. They need our help, and youβre just the one I need to help execute that planβ¦βΒ
Zira held out an arm. Without hesitation, Nuka accepted his motherβs embrace.
He felt her watery form sizzle against his fiery surface. Her embrace stung, but it was something he wanted for years.
βYouβre the only true follower I have left. The better sonβ¦β
Nuka smiled from ear-to-ear. He finally heard the one thing heβd always wanted to hear from his mother.
He would do anything to keep it like thisβ¦
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Author's Notes:
The flashback of Kovu and Nuka's interaction as cubs was based on a scene from an early TLK 2 script written in 1996. It comes just before Kovu and Kiara's meeting. Because it fit so seamlessly into the timeline of the final movie, I decided the interaction would be canon (at least in my works). It blows my mind just how much one of many little spats the two brothers have would lead to the legendary events of the movie, so I just HAD to include it.
Normally Nuka can be summoned only once per day. However, that rule only turns out to apply for each animal that summons him. Zira gets a turn to summon him the same day Vitani did because she's another individual.
Artist Notes:
I gave Makuu scars because I not only felt like the kinds of fights he'd get into would earn them, but also to just show the passage of time and his status as an older, experienced leader.
The Kiara silhouette in Image 3 is actually a reused drawing of her I'd drawn way back in 2018 in a cancelled comic page. I might post the unfinished comic sometime.
Image 4 was drawn possibly a year ago because I was already confident this scene would take place. In fact, the very concept of Nuka and Zira's reunion was thought up all the way back in 2019, long before creating the VG series.












