Image was surprised when Sephy came to bed. She hadn't really wanted to be close in the night since he'd had that talk with her. She was in her usual white, filmy nightgown, and he blushed to see her using her pink thneed as a bra underneath. He was actually pleased that she liked his first present to her that much. She sat down on the edge of the bed and asked softly, "Is it okay if I come back? You won't feel awkward or obligated to something?"
He shook his head, "Nah, you're fine."
She rubbed her arm and looked at her knees, "If we did....that, would it make you happier?"
The concern and shock was evident on his face, "What? Why are you asking? I don't want anything from you that you don't honestly want to give me."
"I just," she seemed nervous, "I just don't want to alienate you. I don't want to push you away, especially not with my friends crashing down around me."
"What do you mean, crashing?" He reached over and tugged on her sleeve to get her to move closer.
"Plaid is messed up in his head for some reason, he burned down the house he was living in with lots of other people." She scooted back against the pillows and rested her head on his shoulder, "Slyth lost his memories, Snug's been hit with his worst fear as a reality, Glut chewed on himself and is hurting, Humility's traumatized....the whole world is going nuts and I can't do anything or they won't let me help."
"You can't fix everything, Sephy."
"I KNOW THAT!" She buried her face for a moment in his shoulder. "I know, but that doesn't change how badly it hurts."
He sighed and rubbed her arm slowly, "But how would having sex make it better?"
"I don't know. At least then you'd be happy and I wouldn't feel like a child when I talk to Lust. Or Right. Or pretty much anybody. Heck, even Reflect."
There was silence, then Image asked, "What do you think of, when you feel that way?"
"How I'm missing something. How they know something wonderful that they can share with someone that I can never feel. That I'm stupid and childish, and I should just set you free so you can feel that."
He kissed her to make those painful words stop. No, he didn't have any idea how to fix this, but didn't she always say "love above all else"?
She pressed back almost desperately, needing his reassurance that she was worth something after all.