#im missing one

Last year , during March- April sth I was in love with him. I met him on Instagram we were in some random groups and because I needed some help. I asked people in that group and he said, "I think I can help".

Without thinking anything. I slide into his dm. HAHAHA

And then we started talking, like everyday, everytime, every hour and guess what he became a part of my life. And things get horrified when you know you're getting attached to that one person. The fact is we never met each other. We talked on the phone, chat and literally everything. Basically he is from Mumbai and I'm from chattisgarh ofc it's impossible to see each other.

So, one day I texted him and said," okay, listen I really like you and wrote a cringe paragraph that i regret".

And his reply broke my heart, He said ," Dude, I'm in a fucking relationship".

I was like ohh-

and immediately unfriend him. Like that was so embarassing for me. Imagine proposing a guy and he's in a relationship. The first thing is if you're in a relationship then how can you talk to another girl??? He use to say ily ily while texting those days.

We stopped talking my life seemed so dull.

After few days, I got a text from his friend," Dude, text him". I thought he need help and I immediately texted him, he said he broke up with his gf.

I don't know what I was feeling cozz, I can't feel the same thing for him so I was like okay-

Not a big deal tho.

AGAINNN

We started talking everyday, I use to ghost him like many times and one day he said he like me..!

I was like a little shocked and i don't know what to say and ofc I rejected him, after all he's a fucking E-BOY.

But then our bond started getting strong, we use to talk daily share our random thoughts. We use to fight a lot but we both knew at the end of the day, We needed no one but each other.

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