#ilybbs

I don't simply love Freddie and Queen cause of their music.I don't adore them cause I am " a crazy fangirl obsessed with celebreties" I am usually NOT into celebreties. I love Freddie cause he REALLY LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE. Everything he is inspired me.He inspires me to carry on whatever happens, to be authentic and live my dreams. He saved me from giving up. I was about to give up. My whole life's been truly a hell. And no I am not saying that cause I want attention, or I want people to have pity with me. I always had the courage to carry on whatever might come..and there came a lot. From being bullied mentally and physically to being left alone by everybody..And inbetween there's a lot of things that shouldn't be said on the internet. There was a point..when I broke..and that was the point I was about to give everything up. I just wanted to disappear forever,literally.Then ..I found Queen. First I just liked their music. The more I enjoyed listening to their music, the more I had fun again..But I still had seen no sense in life anymore.And then ..I started to collect information about the group making such good music...And then there was Freddie.. I've read it all,seen it all..and HE was the one saving me from doing something dumb..something really dumb.. So don't simpy say I am just a dumb fangirl. Dont say all those people out there are "just fans". Many of them have a story..most o f them have a personal connection to Queen or any other band on earth, or other thigs. It isn't wrong or dumb just because you don't understand it !! Sorry,I need to say that ... People do make me angry.

Headache from hell makes an unwelcome return. Gon' go for a kip. Peace out.

Guy's I think I'm in love with Terry Richardson, like this is really unhealthy.