This week has been really shitty, can't sleep or eat, haven't spoken much to her this week, got sick last night, she was gone since 4 in the afternoon till 2:30 not even a text, she finally went on tumblr since 4 days, everything we did on the first two weeks are now disappearing, make me think theirs better things to do. I think I need a break from this so I turned my phone off the whole night and stayed up and I couldn't stop thinking of her. I will always love her, I don't really care what she does along I have her at the end, I an live through all this, it's just hurts that's all. But at the end it's worth it cause I fucking want to spend the rest of my days with her. Just having her by my side will make y life complete. My dream ever since I saw what love was, is meet my love of my life. And all I'm seeing is love