#ilovedyousomuch

Someone hit me with a car and wipe my memory

Because everyone deserves to be understood. And in a way I did understand you. I just think that you weren’t used to being understood so you pushed me away because in your mind I was going to leave just like everyone else did. I still care about you and I still understand you. I really hope you find peace and someone you think deserves your love. I really do honestly wish for you to be happy someday. 💜💚

So the other day I was in a hospital puking blood and they gave me a bucket to do it into. Anyway, as it congealed it kinda formed this dark terrifying blob that I named Steven. I spent a lot of time staring at Steven and watching him grow over the course of two hours. When it came time for me to go under anesthesia before the surgery, they had to take him away. I begged them not to take my Steven away from me, but to no avail. However, before I blacked out I heard a nurse say "it took three flushes to get your Steven down." So I thought maybe if Steven met a fish in the sewer and they joined forces, this is what they would look like.

a short story

le sigh....