#illi rants

Well, I'm about to be an asshole. And if this makes you wanna block me okay, that's fine. This mostly happens with the Richard Harmon fandom and this is all the reason why I have barely been writing especially for Richard Harmon's characters. Cause I'll just be honest here the fandom is full of so many toxic people, and it's sometimes exhausting.

I have been bullied and harassed by people in my dms claiming I use ai in my works, and then I have had some people come to me saying that people have been shit talking me to other people, to try and put other creators against me.

I am a hundred percent against ai, I am anti ai. I don't use ai in my works, I spend so much time on my works. That I don't even have to post for y'all but I do, I have been writing since 2019. I have had a lot of practice since then, only to be accused of ai.

If this continues I will completely stop writing, maybe even step away from Tumblr and close my requests for good. This has in the past caused me to almost leave Tumblr. And has left me in a bad mental state for a while.

It is getting ridiculous, Richard Harmon would definitely if he knew how bad his fandom is. He would probably be so disappointed in half his fan base treating other fans of his like pure crap.

Whatever happened to treating others the way you want to be treated? Whatever happened to showing kindness, instead of being an ass to others. I am just really tired.

I spend my days writing, when I don't have to. I don't have to write and post my content for y'all. But I do, I spend my days and time doing so. And this is the thanks I get, and all of this is the reason I get burned out so much. And I don't ever finish my writing events, because of all the hate, the bullying and harassment I get from people.

I'm gonna still continue to write, but if all this continues. I will stop, and close my requests either for good, or just temporarily. Any hate in comments will be removed and you will be blocked

But I come with some good news, my boyfriend who is now my fiance recently proposed to me ahhh🥹❤.

He did it in the most cutest way possible, he didn't have a ring to do with it. But either way it was still so cute, and he plans to buy me a ring soon. So, hopefully soon I will show you guys my engagement ring!! So for now my promise ring he got me is my engagement ring until then🥹🥹

Also what do you think about Imu's design? Because I did not expect that at all since all I've ever seen is his silhouette.

Hello lovely! Sorry it took me a while to answer this! I can make my writing as long as I possibly can! And if I love writing it very much, I will more then likely make multiple chapters haha

Finally answering this as I had to think of ways to even do so.

I've always written in third person, always. It's what I'm used to, and I usually make the reader nonbinary or gender fluid sometimes to make it fair for all readers to input themselves into my writing.

It's just how I write. And I've told people if they don't like how I write then don't read my stuff.

But I make acceptions if you really want first person, then please say so in my requests. I need details when someone requests I'm on the Neurodivergent spectrum so going into detail actually helps me write what the person really wants.

And above all I do this for fun, I don't have to do this and I could just keep what I write to myself. But I don't, as this is just something I do for fun.