#ilanders

Watching iland as an engene in this day and age is soooo hard... It's not easy at all... Every episode aches my freaking heart... Was there even a episode that I didn't see Heeseung cry???

But atleast the others for the producer vote understands talent cause it sounds like Rain just wanted my bias out... 😭😭 To image if he was sent to the ground... 😭😭 He would have came back to the iland, he's talented, and handsome...

Sooo yes I'm watching iland over and mannnnn... I try to watch it must nights but the crying gets to me sometimes and other times my eyes just can stay open.

I love how in the semifinals??? The producers really compliment the now enhypen members, like my boys being praised, yes they deserved it...

Was it kyungmin??? Who Heeseung said needed to be more confident when dancing, bro cause a 360 mess but I really hope he's moved from being insecure about his talent cause he is talented... Sigh I hate when the talents are insecure but going up against people like Heeseung and K and the others probably was so tough on his self-esteem... He was determined to get a good part tho and even I was sad when he got a small role... He hit a Jay but not even Jay was successful in that but, I was so happy to see him be brave and wanting to show his talent. It probably wasn't even kyungmin but I know it was one of the mins but not Jimin...

K receiving such a low mark for that semi final?? performance had me questioning tho but I must say after every challenge and evaluation he really did improve...

I feel like if someone else had performed first in the intro / opening, things would have gone different for Seon... the glazing was real like he trained for so long he's their hyung, but I feel like he needed to experience the pain and desperation of being a grounder way earlier in the show.... I just think he needed more character development and going to the ground would have change alot of things for him and maybe he would have shown that growth everyone wanted from him...

I'm just happy most of the eliminated ilanders were still about to make it in the industry in their own way... The show is so traumatizing to watch, the constant fear they probably felt not knowing if they'll go to the ground or not every single week without break is stressful...

Niki was going through it in the ground.... It either that or the air cause he was breaking out... I still can't believe that one bad decision to prove himself had him in the ground for half of the show. I mean when he wasn't feeling pressured and even then he did really really good down there, the ground really built his character but also pushed him down alot, he went from being so confident in himself and his choices to unsure of what to do next...

I have so much to say but I think in should stop.

For now expecially when. It comes to Niki.

I'm not hating I swear but.... RAIN when I see u Rain when i see u rain when i see u rain... That's all I'm gonna say 🤣🤣 the beef is real lol.