#iitl

WARNING : some of these range to months old to the start of the year. so if they look off thats why. theyre very old lmao.

the reason why i made medic mercy is because i had a certain drawing idea in mind. could never get the pose/position right and thats very sad. </3 hopefully one day i get can it right because sdjgfjhdfg

old medic headshots

i like skaluli headshot a lot :]

sketch of the one roger rabbit draw thing + melissa was from the start of this year. got drawn because in the vc we were watching it lul. bonus small nostalgia critic and avgn. (i think ive drawn them before but idk where in my files it'd be, my bad.)

corrupt + glados ska

the concepts for the green ska redesign + a concept for something ive being wanting to draw for a while, skaluli ripping open his ribs to see his the inside of his chest. i can never get it right though and this isnt the first time ive attempted sketching this out. i cant be bothered to find the others sorry again. (also vimlark monkey ska, i like vimlark and im glad he's back :]])

sketches of me trying to redo the sketch for the opening page on my neocities (i never finished it god damn it me)

oc concept, wanted a guy with a dino skull and their hair sticking out the eye sockets and went from there. ska with nose jumpscare + black censor box is covering up the reference of me i used for the stretch. (looks bad regardless). concept of giving creator more """"god like""""(??) like clothes, just not dressing like a teenage white boy. they're very very casual but i need to get them outta the plain white tshirt. soldier + attempt at medic kinsona, needs work.

unfinished bullet going through sniper's eye through his scope (the sketch looks better but to be fair i gave up on the colour/finished version.)

medicska. me just in tf2, id just use all the weapons wrong and thats what is fun + janitor ska. (also i made concepts of kid getting getting stuck in funny tf2 land but idk where those went sorry again again again.)

stuff for server group. breaking bad (popping corners) au and tf2 group au.

creator religion symbol oOoOooOOOOooo

idk if what i mean by the sticks thing is clear but you know how some people will make a physical object of the symbol, thats kinda that but makeshift. can be put on/in front/where ever on graves etc. stuff like that. places where you'd put a cross.

middle thing is the most known symbol. you can read.

the "more intense summon symbol" is based on the shit people draw on the ground to summon shit. idk the correct name for it or how to properly design one.

this whatever is me trying to come up with what a "creator" church would look like. (i need to think of a """"religion"""" name. since creators are pretty much just gods so therefore believing in them would have its own name.)

the "but how would people blah" sketch had the idea of the symbol floating but well like it says. how the hell would normal ass people make a floating hovering thing. then i thought maybe the church thing can be in the shape of the symbol from above. the towers being each of the """wing""" pieces and the lower """body""" piece can be like the stairs into the thing. i dont know man i dont make buildings.

bonus random corrupt drawing concept idk :

still figuring out corrupt a bit since they pretty much were a direct recolour of creator. (the main one, the one skaluli (the character) refuses to talk about, that one. god this is complicated.) i know the anorexic body proportions aint that correct, i kinda just winged it. the reason why i might give them that body type is the fact that they just fucking live in the void, they aint eating anytime soon. want them to look like they've just been left to rot, hense the long unkempt hair. maybe had their wings stripped, idk its a work in progress.

didnt mean to go that in detail hense it being a """bonus""". oh well

if you want me to talk about them or anything iitl related just hit me up i suppose???? i dont fucking know.

different horn types for skaluli since im considering doing the funny ooooo colour other oc thing and well the easy route is just recolouring the recolour but i feel like maybe making them different. e.g horn shape and clothes perhaps. i have done sketches of possible different clothing ideas, but uhhhhh ugly.

jealously of the past

( this isnt a vent dont worry , its skaluli (kid) beating up -------- (creator) out of envy. skaluli loreeeeeeee ) ( skaluli isnt a kid but was essentiality creator's creation so technically creators kid even though not really(?), like there was no pregnancy, what am i saying stop talking me. creator has an actual name ( the "-------" (its redacted) ) that skaluli refuses to say out of not wanting to remember the past. skaluli came up with his own name since each creator gets their own, usually given to them. skaluli stole his power therefore he just self appointed himself as one. )

im gonna stop using brackets you get the point. creator's purposes are to create a world and life within, to take care of it and pretty much be a loving god. ------- did that and was really good. they then made kid (who later became skaluli) to then raise them to sorta be there apprentice(?) i dont know the right word. yet kid has no eyes (just empty eyesockets) as he wasnt a creator, (bruh take a shot every time i say creator), unlike ------- who due to being a creator has white glowing shit in their eyesockets and then the two eyepieces which hold their magic. due to creator's being pretty much treated like gods and loved by all, kid got jealous as he was seen as inferior to -------. people did not like the fact kid existed because bias moment. they didnt want ------- to be replaced, people did not want not another creator and saw kid as a false whatever. therefore judgement and anger time. kid is sensitive as all hell and was like people will only like me if i become a creator (like -------) and people will love me. kid was jealous as hell of ------- because people treated them like a friend and a person while kid was seen as nothing. there were a few of -------'s followers who understood but really only people that were nice to kid was the people closest to creator and understood that kid was not a replacement just there to learn. people who actually got to know kid that knew that he wasnt the "bad person" that people made him out to be. ------- followers were just really dedicated and shit because well they exist because of ------- etc etc.

the whole situation of kid being "looked down upon(?)" didnt help with his mental struggles and understanding of things. he thought he had to popular to be loved and treated normally. he had hard time understanding making friends and people's tone of voice, feelings etc.

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