#ihatepushups

So I decided to do the workout first thing in the morning because I am working late today but when I looked at the work out I wanted to crawl back into bed. A total of 25 push ups per set. And at the lowest level you have to do 5 SETS! That's 125 push ups!

I can (with a lot of difficulty) do maybe 20 in a row and the tiles are slippery in the lounge room. So I chickened out and did them on my knees. And that's not as easy as in appears. My arms are shaking! 

None the least, I did it! And again with the help of another awesome playlist from Kpop Playlists on youtube. 

Bye~ bye~

Ok Day 3 of the workout (yesterday was a rest day) and the word for today is JELLO... every muscle feels like jello.... Could it be because of the keto and not having carbs to burn?  I don’t know but I know brushing my teeth today will consist of me putting the toothbrush in the door jam and me moving my head to brush my teeth.  

Yesterday my inner dialogue was “I don’t feel sore from the first workout and the second day was a rest day.  Maybe I didn’t choose heavy enough weight.”  Today I choose the same weights that I did on the first day and I definitely was at my failure point by the end of each exercise.  

Good news is that I have weights that go up to 20lbs and I don’t foresee my needing to buy new ones anytime soon.  10 lbs was my limit today.  I

Everyone knows that I’ve been struggling with my weight. And as much as I want to be thin as chopsticks, I just love eating food SO DAMN MUCH. And not just junk either. I like healthy AND unhealthy foods. WHAT THE HECK?

Yesterday, I told myself I have to do more than just control what I eat... And I did some pushups.

Let me tell you, fat + pushups = more damn weight/resistance. FUCK YOU FAT-YET-UN-MUSCLEY ARMS!