#ihateldr

I think one of our secret for having a long term relationship is keeping everything in private. We don't brag social updates, no micro-blogging of our daily to do's and hell no to web based rants. We sure know how to keep it real and quiet. Only people close to our hearts know the real deal. The up's and the down's and how the fuck we stayed these long. Our battle's real, damn it's hard sometimes. But, we knew when to fight and to concede. We shout, we get angry right down to our bones but we love deeply more than our souls. I love you and that's all that matters. I miss you and I envy the people who have their love one's cuddled up around their arms. I miss the feeling when I could feel you solely breathing right into my chest. That nose- to -nose, arm - in -arm, side - by - side feeling. I just hate this empty space on your side of our bed. I love you so much. I couldn't until i see you in two months. I love you and I'm crazy about you.

It has been 3 days that were sending each other messages like 10 max. I feel weak and lonely because I miss you so bad. You go home late and have just enough energy left to eat and clean yourself. You keep on sending sorry messages that you can't stay late anymore, that you have to sleep because tomorrow is another busy day. Don't bother love, it's ok. I want you to have enough rest just so you could battle the next day. I miss you though, and I keep missing and missing you every second. Maybe this is what the real LDR means, Sending messages to update you, and replying 2 days late. That sleep and rest comes first than everything else. I'm not shaken or losing faith but yet maybe challenged but I know it's worth the fight. You're worth the fight. Our love is everything. We may not text, talk or see each other everyday but I know our mind's and heart's do the telepathy. They send instant messages and that makes us feel close and secure regardless the distance. I miss you love, I'm praying for your well being. The boys miss you much and they want you to know. I love you, I'm always thankful for our love and I still can't believe I'm that lucky to have you.