#igiveuponyou

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You say you want me to write music for your project, but yet you complain about I write in pieces, it's too happy, not enough "Black Metal." What do you want me to do then, I'm not just going to be your bass player at this point. I would rather take my creatively elsewhere to my other project to know that unit will work together, and can put ideas and open doors.

her: yup, just ok

I just don't know what to do and there is no way I can help? So i'm done , officially. I give up on you, goodbye Arizona. 

Kid I officially give up on you. After 3 1/2 years now it’s just too hard on me when I feel like I’m the only one that cares. And its fine that you don’t, but I don’t think you actually know just how much I do miss you and spending time with you. You make me so ridiculously happy it’s stupid :x… Even when you just randomly text me it makes my day. I know theres nothing more to do about it now that we’ve drifted so far but before I say goodbye, know I loved you. I loved our story, Everything it was and more importantly everything it wasn’t. You’ll never know the ways you’ve impacted me but in all I can say it was a fun ride. Thanks for being so good to me and for everything youve done over the years. You truly are an amazing guy and I know the girl who anchors you will be extremely lucky :) please don’t respond I just had to tell you this and had been waiting, and waited too long to get the courage. It’s not meant to be and it’s truly alright ..we just are on two way different paths in our lives. I’m sorry if this is weird but I had to do it and needed to let go of you after giving you chances upon chances that you never even asked for.

You've read the books, You've watched the shows, What's the best way no one knows, yeah, Meditate, get hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. But it won't go You're doing all these things out of desperation, Ohhh woah, You're going through six degrees of separation. You hit the drink, you take a toke. Watch the past go up in smoke. Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that, I'm better now than ever, and your life's okay Well it's not. No You're doing all these things out of desperation, Ohhh woah, You're going through six degrees of separation. First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little. (No, no, there ain't no help, it's every man for himself) You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too, Anyone'll throw an arm around you, yeah Tarot cards, Gems and stones, Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul. We'll it's not, no You're only doing things out of desperation, Ohhh woah, You're goin' through six degrees of separation. First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little. No there's no starting over, Without finding closure, You'd take them back, No hesitation, That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation No there's no starting over, Without finding closure, You'd take them back, No hesitation, That's when you know you've reached the sixth Degree of separation First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little.