#disgust

Queen Disgust

(because they already stalked me and I was unaware!!!!) influenced me — like — I followed dr*ke and shxt like that bc I had songs all over my timeline back then — and now i have to realize that was a result of being stalked. 

Who would I’ve been without these disgusting men creeping and leeching off me? What music would I listen to? What ambitions would’ve or could’ve been mine? (Hadn’t I been influenced by toxic young disgusting Turkish guys like tugay constantly being like „money is everything“ „money is the most important thing in life“ etc….)

Like — and then you bond with these folks I followed on IG because they were YOUR SUPERSTARS OR IDOLS— never really mine. 

MY HOME WASNT EVEN REALLY MINE BC I HAD ENTITLED DESPICABLE MEN SPY ON ME. 

Y’all do not need to be proud of yourselves for getting away with that (for now!) or being protected by corrupt and misogynistic politicians (for now!) 

Y’all will always be the offenders and I’m the victim in THIS situation — that happened BEHIND MY BACK and led to people from Lüdenscheid thinking I owe them or they’ve any right to know me or have opinions about me 

She didn't realize that she was just making it sound more and more appealing, the more she complained about it. That's what you get with sadists.

I asked her to describe how the thought of it made her feel. She just said "Not good... but I don't want to disappoint you."

I didn't want to maximize the pressure. I assured her that I wouldn't be disappointed if she didn't. Just happy if she did. Don't get me wrong. I really do want to make her. But I want her to feel proud not guilty. It's sluttier that way.

Then came the magical question.

"Hmm could I cum if I do it?"

That's right, little baby. Let your needy cunt write the checks for you. I will cash them. You gave me your orgasms, I teased you silly with that power, and now you give me the lever to use them against you. To bring you one step closer to your ruination. Oh, that rush I felt. It's why I had to write this post.