Jun 27
It’s 1058 pm and my tummy is twisting into knots :)
#sorry I’m being chaotic today. apparently I didn’t take my meds. it explains the hormones#but like my hair fell out of the clip and I didn’t hate it so. selfie#personal#me#selfie#also my anxiety is RAGING#let me say for the billionth time. i dont know how I’m not goi g to foster after summer. so many pets are suffering and being put down and#I’m just going to turn my back on them? because my mom doesn’t want them here??#i also cannot fathom why no one seems to want summer. I actually think it triggers my disorganized attachment and or … self esteem? maybe?#that’s not it. but it’s like why ain’t she good enough huh? she’s fucking perfect but no one wants her? how. why.#she’s all snuggled up to me in bed and I wish more then anything I could keep her and my hearts breaking#and the longer she’s here the more she thinks I’m her mom and I want to be her mom so. fucking. badly.#ighhhhh#fur babies
